Ok really? For one how the hell am i supposed to date guys or any one if my so calle dbes friend wont even tell me who her crushes are. An di mean her TO DIE FOR crushes. I some how always end up dateing her TO DIE FOR crushes and she gets all PO'd at me and all jelous. I mean hwo the hell am i supposed to stay clear of the guys shes trying to get of she doesnt tell me who the freaking hell she likes!??????
I mean almost every guy ive dated this year (freshman year 9th) she has either known for a long time, same time as me, or just met, and has had a huge crush on him!
Like my first boyfrien in High school a couple days into our relationship, she tells me about her dieing crush on him. Like i was supposed ot know about that! I mean Mark Had that baby doll absolute Key-yu-teh look. And those blue eyes OH-MI-GAWD!!!! But I mean she could have atleast warnned me before He asked me out to be him girl friend at home comming. Of course she says she did, but the most i heared from her mouth was "Oh my! Mark look sso handsome dressed up!" "Oh mi gawd! SO does trent!" Or what ever.
My second Boyfriend, Preston she didnt meet until my Moms wake. And she liked him. And i wasnt dateing him but i wasnt fully over so that was ok i guess i mean her best relation ship ever and i kinda ruin it (sorry !!) but hey i was fine with her HUMUNGOUS CRUSH on Preston i barely liked him and barely still.
third boyfriend was Xavier. Only like a monthinto mine and his relation ship does she decide to tell me she has had a crush on him since she met him. I mean ive even known him longer than she has. And yet she decides to say NO ive known him longer oh i talke dot him after school on the first day.. Big woop that prolly lasted 10 minute si was in a class wiht him for a full sememster. !!! Anyway i felt bad at first but then i seemed not to care when i realized he some what aske dme out and not her!
FOurth bf she didnt like at all so eh He was ok.. BTW his name was Josh.
Fifth, Cody she said she though he was cute too and that she had a crush on him.. but things clicked at Xaviers party and we hooked up after wards 2 weeks late ri broke up with him.. Good thing too!
And my last bf of freshman year. Tom. She had a crush on him for 8 years. Yeah thanks Ceirra that was a great heads up before the month me and him went out. D:<
Gawd.
I mean dud ei can understand not wanting to keep some a secret but when im hitting on them and flirting with them and i dont knwo how you feel when i do that that makes me feel like a fucking bitch after you tell me when we're already going out!!!!! Grrrr!
Anyway im going to stop being po'd
Your (pissed off) Waxky Little Writer,
Star :|
5.6.10
Fears
Fears, we all have them. You can't live with ot them. They define what make you you.
Being all out in this some of my fears and the reason to them are:
-For one, Clowns. I don't really understand this fear. But the way they look, how they can be all... Innocent looking then they end up not being so "innocent" =/ They end up being something scary and they become... well Killer.. Any one ever heard of "IT" by Stephen King??? may this pic will jog your memory.
-For two, the dark. Yes I know! It's baby-ish but hey NOT every teen grows out of their "I'm afraid of the dark" stage. Trust me i havn't and im TERRIFIED. I can stand it. I mean I don't sleep with a night light or anything. Just growing up on scary movies kind of alternates your mind so you see things and hear things in the dark that arn't really there, for example remember my blog about "The Unborn"? Or after seeing it? How it was the second movie in my life time to make me scream? Uh, yeah also because of that i got paranoid of mirrors (for that night after watching it though) I covered my mirror in my room with Xaviers Birthday present :D it came in use for one night, sue me. And other nights but thats another story.... (other reason for darkness troubles, ever heard of the movie "Darkness falls"?)
-Other fears.. Spiders. Eight legs and hairy, big and small LOVE warm and dark areas and can possibly crawl into your EARS or MOUTH or NOSE while you sleep... if they're small enough. And most are poinsionous you know... talk about death bed if bitten x..x
-Another, fear.. Snakes. *shivers* so slithery and gross they "eat them selves" to shed their skin X~X gross... movie "Snakes on The Plane" doesnt help the situation because that defines 2 fears. Then the classic, "Andaconda" talk about CREEPY!!! Jeezus Theres so many movies to define my reason of fear.
http://media.photobucket.com/image/anaconda%20snake/Venom_078/anaconda.jpg
-More fears Heights. Again "Snakes on Plane" defines 2 fears.. But thats only because I've never been on a plane but look thats about all about that fear.. not really a fear because I LOVE climbing trees and being high up in the air, i've been out on my roof before. Also the only time this fear counts is if im 80ft in the air. Haha
But thats about all with the fears. :))
Gonna go now, have a great summer people. And see you in my Next blog :))
Your Wacky Little Writer,
Star :)
Being all out in this some of my fears and the reason to them are:
-For one, Clowns. I don't really understand this fear. But the way they look, how they can be all... Innocent looking then they end up not being so "innocent" =/ They end up being something scary and they become... well Killer.. Any one ever heard of "IT" by Stephen King??? may this pic will jog your memory.
-For two, the dark. Yes I know! It's baby-ish but hey NOT every teen grows out of their "I'm afraid of the dark" stage. Trust me i havn't and im TERRIFIED. I can stand it. I mean I don't sleep with a night light or anything. Just growing up on scary movies kind of alternates your mind so you see things and hear things in the dark that arn't really there, for example remember my blog about "The Unborn"? Or after seeing it? How it was the second movie in my life time to make me scream? Uh, yeah also because of that i got paranoid of mirrors (for that night after watching it though) I covered my mirror in my room with Xaviers Birthday present :D it came in use for one night, sue me. And other nights but thats another story.... (other reason for darkness troubles, ever heard of the movie "Darkness falls"?)
-Other fears.. Spiders. Eight legs and hairy, big and small LOVE warm and dark areas and can possibly crawl into your EARS or MOUTH or NOSE while you sleep... if they're small enough. And most are poinsionous you know... talk about death bed if bitten x..x
-Another, fear.. Snakes. *shivers* so slithery and gross they "eat them selves" to shed their skin X~X gross... movie "Snakes on The Plane" doesnt help the situation because that defines 2 fears. Then the classic, "Andaconda" talk about CREEPY!!! Jeezus Theres so many movies to define my reason of fear.
http://media.photobucket.com/image/anaconda%20snake/Venom_078/anaconda.jpg
-More fears Heights. Again "Snakes on Plane" defines 2 fears.. But thats only because I've never been on a plane but look thats about all about that fear.. not really a fear because I LOVE climbing trees and being high up in the air, i've been out on my roof before. Also the only time this fear counts is if im 80ft in the air. Haha
But thats about all with the fears. :))
Gonna go now, have a great summer people. And see you in my Next blog :))
Your Wacky Little Writer,
Star :)
1.6.10
Have you ever? Twilight saga! My new look ;)
Have you ever gotten so bored to the point your staring at something thats normal to you then once your staring for about 20 minutes you start asking questions like I.E. Your foot, common questions about the foot are: Why do we have toes? Why do we --Need-- to walk with our feet? What is the purpose of our feet? And so on.. I have and its gotten to the point where I'm wondering out towards the sky and asking questions millions have wondered my most common "Have you Ever?" questions..
1. Why is it that the sky is shown blue and yet we know in outer space is dark and
full of stars?
2. How come we cant see the sky the way we do in outer space?
3. Why do we need two eyes?
4. Why do we need to smell?
5. The 5 senses we have, why do we need all of them?
6. Why is it that we own pets?
7. Why is it that language is different?
8. What if there was other worlds like ours out there?
9. What if there WAS a world on a SUPER small dust ball?
10. Why do we care of what others think?
11. How come we all cant just get along and stop war?
12. Why do we need to have wars?
And it goes on forever, these are question I think of and try to answer my self but then again I stop to think, I rather not know and think of the millions of possibilities in my head. My key ingredient as to why I have so many questions is the power to manage and control my imagination and keep my mind wide open to new possibilities.. The questions come the answers don't, and thats just perfect to me, being an artist gives me that advantage.
Twilight Saga;
Ok, I HAVE to be a bitch on this. For one I do love the series and I am a big fan. There are SOME things I disagree on, but thats only a few things.
I think it's immature when people say they don't like it just because there are "sparkly vampires" or "the classic view of a werewolf is ruined". Then really? Grow up. Thats just stupid. OH and those of you out there saying that it's 'gay' and if a guy watches it then he's 'gay' well I have sad news for you... You're the gay ones, sorry fellas you might want to call up your girl and either
A. ask if she IS a girl or B. break up with "her"
I think that's stupid to automatically think someone... No a guy is gay because they enjoy a good movie. Because for one, my brother is SOOOOO not gay, HE likes those movies and he isn't gay, I should know. I'm, for one, his sister. And for two YOU DON'T see the many girls he brings home and the (as gross as this is) condoms I find in his room just proves that he isn't gay. Oh and to make things clear I mean my FULL brother, Brandon, that brother.
But the things I do disagree on is the fact of sparkly vampires I mean that just makes them look like pixies, and I don't want to for get the fact that they can survive in the sunlight. Then again it gives it a dramatic setting, and the romance between humans and vamps are so cool and it just makes things more interesting :) and if you don't like that then you can go shove it.
The werewolf thing is a little topsy turvey. Because I love wolves, they are my 2nd favorite animal (after monkeys:)) and so here it is, i love yet don't like the transformation timing of the werewolves (whenever) isn't so nice to see since from YEARS of growing up with the classical werewolf though then again I DO love it because lets just say it's nice to see that they don't turn into something hideous and they really are WOLVES not half man half beast (those are ugly *shivers*).
So I guess what I'm trying to say is that, well, Don't knock it till you've tried it.
You never know, you might actually like it because the movie is action packed and its a great combination of a chick flick and a dudes show. So, guys, again don't go knocking until you try. ;)
My New Look;
OK so this summer what I wanted to do is to go from being a COMPLETE prep to a goth or something dark and so cool I don't know. D: Don't judge me. I just want to change my look, I'm tired of being a preppy chick. Also just anybody that LOOKS artsy and not normal. I'm an artist, not a normal chick. I want to look, anything. But I still want to look decent.
like this picture
I love the way her hair is she has black in the back and blonde up front with "rainbow" bangs I LOVE that I asked my dad he said sure, but wait... Heres the catch. I can't dye my hair blonde in the front and black in the back. And the bangs have to be done WITH kool-aid... because it'll be washable >:( talk about plain. So this is my new plan view picture below...
See how its blonde with black streaks? And view the first picture, see how she has a lip ring? Yeah, thats right a LIP RING.
My dads going to let me get my lip pierced. He doesn't know when due to the fact of timing. BUT hopefully before the 18th (those of you who have me added on Facebook know what I mean by the 18th) because anytime AFTER I get my lip pierced I'm going to dye my hair blonde with black streaks through it, or plain blonde, it just all depends how I look. Then after what ever punishment I get after I dye my hair I'm going to go to the mall and go to Hot Topic (I Love that store :)) and buy blue, purple, light-ish dark green and MAYBE pink >:| I'm still not comfy with pink xP and use that for my bangs :)
So yeah... Anyway thats all I have for today I guess...
Your Wacky Little Writer,
Star :)
1. Why is it that the sky is shown blue and yet we know in outer space is dark and
full of stars?
2. How come we cant see the sky the way we do in outer space?
3. Why do we need two eyes?
4. Why do we need to smell?
5. The 5 senses we have, why do we need all of them?
6. Why is it that we own pets?
7. Why is it that language is different?
8. What if there was other worlds like ours out there?
9. What if there WAS a world on a SUPER small dust ball?
10. Why do we care of what others think?
11. How come we all cant just get along and stop war?
12. Why do we need to have wars?
And it goes on forever, these are question I think of and try to answer my self but then again I stop to think, I rather not know and think of the millions of possibilities in my head. My key ingredient as to why I have so many questions is the power to manage and control my imagination and keep my mind wide open to new possibilities.. The questions come the answers don't, and thats just perfect to me, being an artist gives me that advantage.
Twilight Saga;
Ok, I HAVE to be a bitch on this. For one I do love the series and I am a big fan. There are SOME things I disagree on, but thats only a few things.
I think it's immature when people say they don't like it just because there are "sparkly vampires" or "the classic view of a werewolf is ruined". Then really? Grow up. Thats just stupid. OH and those of you out there saying that it's 'gay' and if a guy watches it then he's 'gay' well I have sad news for you... You're the gay ones, sorry fellas you might want to call up your girl and either
A. ask if she IS a girl or B. break up with "her"
I think that's stupid to automatically think someone... No a guy is gay because they enjoy a good movie. Because for one, my brother is SOOOOO not gay, HE likes those movies and he isn't gay, I should know. I'm, for one, his sister. And for two YOU DON'T see the many girls he brings home and the (as gross as this is) condoms I find in his room just proves that he isn't gay. Oh and to make things clear I mean my FULL brother, Brandon, that brother.
But the things I do disagree on is the fact of sparkly vampires I mean that just makes them look like pixies, and I don't want to for get the fact that they can survive in the sunlight. Then again it gives it a dramatic setting, and the romance between humans and vamps are so cool and it just makes things more interesting :) and if you don't like that then you can go shove it.
The werewolf thing is a little topsy turvey. Because I love wolves, they are my 2nd favorite animal (after monkeys:)) and so here it is, i love yet don't like the transformation timing of the werewolves (whenever) isn't so nice to see since from YEARS of growing up with the classical werewolf though then again I DO love it because lets just say it's nice to see that they don't turn into something hideous and they really are WOLVES not half man half beast (those are ugly *shivers*).
So I guess what I'm trying to say is that, well, Don't knock it till you've tried it.
You never know, you might actually like it because the movie is action packed and its a great combination of a chick flick and a dudes show. So, guys, again don't go knocking until you try. ;)
My New Look;
OK so this summer what I wanted to do is to go from being a COMPLETE prep to a goth or something dark and so cool I don't know. D: Don't judge me. I just want to change my look, I'm tired of being a preppy chick. Also just anybody that LOOKS artsy and not normal. I'm an artist, not a normal chick. I want to look, anything. But I still want to look decent.
like this picture
I love the way her hair is she has black in the back and blonde up front with "rainbow" bangs I LOVE that I asked my dad he said sure, but wait... Heres the catch. I can't dye my hair blonde in the front and black in the back. And the bangs have to be done WITH kool-aid... because it'll be washable >:( talk about plain. So this is my new plan view picture below...
See how its blonde with black streaks? And view the first picture, see how she has a lip ring? Yeah, thats right a LIP RING.
My dads going to let me get my lip pierced. He doesn't know when due to the fact of timing. BUT hopefully before the 18th (those of you who have me added on Facebook know what I mean by the 18th) because anytime AFTER I get my lip pierced I'm going to dye my hair blonde with black streaks through it, or plain blonde, it just all depends how I look. Then after what ever punishment I get after I dye my hair I'm going to go to the mall and go to Hot Topic (I Love that store :)) and buy blue, purple, light-ish dark green and MAYBE pink >:| I'm still not comfy with pink xP and use that for my bangs :)
So yeah... Anyway thats all I have for today I guess...
Your Wacky Little Writer,
Star :)
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