I don't know why I try...

So here's the thing, I fall easily. I don't know why but i do.

Like I just do. And even when the guy is a complete jerk to me I still try to be with him...
I mean I've gotten so much better at that but i mean... Whats wrong with me?
Falling for a guy who is obviously interested in someone else... Then flirting my way into his life. 
WHAT
IN 

THE
WORLD 

IS

WRONG
WITH

ME!?

I mean he is with... Erm interested in someone else and ive come and made things difficult. I mean i flirted with him even after i told him that i didnt mind that he wasnt interested that i would like to be his friend at least... Then i get a date with him... And i get to hold his hand. Then i get to cuddle with him and then... I get to kiss him.
Again.
And again.
And again.
And again.
And again.


And AGAIN.


-_-; Im a horrible person. 
Maybe i should just reside into being a loner and stay away from every one?




idfk





I mean if i hadn't added you on facebook after i had met you at prom, we wouldnt have gotten to know each other. 
Gone on that date.
Held hands.
Kissed.


But whats done is done, we move forward in life and not backwards. I just dont want to be the cause of what you've showed me, i dont want to be the cause of a conflicted life. I dont want to sit here and be stuck in the friend zone. 
But i will. 
Ill go thrugh that. 
I have no problem being that girl. I have no problem Being stuck in the friends zone.
Cause in the end i can wait to be with someone. It give me time to get to know you more as a friend.
I guess, i guess i just dont wanna see you get hurt is all..


"And I want you
When she's playing all her gamesAnd it gets hard to tell whose the victimWhen I am watching you watch her
Oh, what is left to learnWhen ahe would let you crash and burnShe never gives attentionBut you still yearnWhere do I fit inWhen I am watching you watch her"

 LOL
Till next time

**STAR**