God. 11months... 11. Already... 11months ago today my mom passed away. Well i have 10 minutes to finish this blog before i can post this... well technically 9minutes. So that way it can still be 11 months when its posted.
Anyway. WOW 11 months. Its almost been a year... a year... ://
Heh. A year.
Oh-My-God!
Its almost been a year. ;(
A FUCKING YEAR!!
God. So much has passed. So much. So so much. I wish my mom was here to listen to me to tell me how to do things. How to talk to people. Give me advice.
Still here so i can tell her all these new things im doing. JROTC events. So i can make her random things for no reason. So she could meet all the new people in my life. See how happy i am. Know how happy i am...
And omg if i hear one more religous rant about how my mom is still with me her spirit lives on with me i swear to god or who the fuck ever up there i am going to UGH!
I wish i had been at school today. I dont knwo how many times ive cried today. UGH! Stupid brother! I woke up late today alarm never went off. :/ And my brother was a lazy FUCKING bum and didnt want to get up around 10am to take me to school. And guess what? He didnt wake up until 12-1pm FUCKING LAZY BUM!
He is now officially dead to me. I Hate him. UGH! im never doing ANYTHING nice for him again.
Anyway, like all my other posts about my mom. i miss her. I love her. And i want her back.
Your Writer,
Star :)
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