Scary Wednesday!

Ok so most of you, if your readers from my FB, will know that i had a Panic Attack Wednesday.

Heres what happened.

Wednesday;
Morning- Woke up got ready for school broke out in hives. :/
At school i was doing fine i was ignoring the itchiness.

Bell rang. Fun begins.

I have ROTC first hour. We did formations and took attendance, we then all changed into uniform for inspections. Then after we got back into formation the class leader inpsected me and the rest of squad one. By the time he got to the second person in the second squad i started feeling naucious.
I felt like i was going to faint so i bent my knees a bit more then they were, by the time they finished squad three. My hearing kinda started to deafen and i started seeing little white spots. When we were dismissed i went to master Sargeant for a pass to the nurse. my motor skills kinda went away because i almost fell when i was walkign to get the pass.
After i got the pass and walked back to the girls little room we change in, i was going to change out of my uniform back into my regular clothes then go to the nurse. But when i entered the room to change i collapsed and i started paniking and hyperventalating. I was holding my chest and all i heard was the other girls asking "Whats wrong? Sara!? Whats wrong???" Then i heard them all scream, "Master Sargeant! Master Sargeant!!!?!!!?" then i blacked out.
I came to on a mat out of the room, i was breathing a bit less hard but still rapidly and short. The nurse came and i was breathign a bit better.
They asked if i had asthma, no.
did i eat anything to cause this, no.
Had i eaten anything that morning, no.
Is it normal not to eat anything in the morning, yes.
Can you tell me what happened?
*the whole story*
Ahh ok, do you think you can walk to the office with me or do you want to ride the wheel chair up there, ( :D WHEEL CHAIR!!!! ) i dont think i want to try walking right now.
I went up there and i layed down, i drank water, people texted me i texted back, i sucked on a mint :D, i had break fast. I missed the last 10min of 1st hour all of 2nd hour and most of 3rd hour.
I changed back into my clothes and went to my 3rd hour for the last 15min of it. :/
So thats what happened on Wednesday. This was my first ever panic attack.
Ive never had that happen to me before. And i hated it!!!!
The rest fo the day i was terrified it was going to happene again.

yesterday (March 5th 2011)
I felt like i was going to have another one at any second. And i do not know why, D:

So i now hate my life even more.


So thats it for now.

**Star**