How do i say this....?

So i was gonna write a long apologie post. But whats the use?
i mean we've been fighting for two days now. And i dont see the point. but i guess here goes nothing....

Annual 12 days of Christmas REMIX!

So i think I'm going to start doing a annual "12 days of Christmas" song REMIX!
here goes nothing:

Repost: All i want for Christmas.....

I never knew how much it would hurt to see that my, so called, best friend doesnt even want me as her Best Friend...

She may deny it, but really i read that post. And my heart sank.

Well people....

Though ive figured that finals week sucks balls


Only becaus ei know i might have failed majority of my classes?
Sigh... the only problem with having high expectations of myself is that after a while of trying your hardest and doing the best you can... it gets tiring... Im tired of doing all that i can and exceeding in a lot of things in my life...
Like when i was 12 i knew right away how i wanted my wedding to be. Or what i was going to do after high school.