Gentle man same deal, older sister, friends, got picked on?
Even then did you still want to hang out with them? Chill with them?
Why? Why stay around the people that picked on you the most and made you feel like a BIG baby... ?
Some say, "They were doing big kid stuff, i wanted to do it too."
Others say "Cause they were family man, i wanted to chill."
I say, "My brothers friends were FUCKING drop dead gorgeous! ;)"
No seriously. They were fucking HOT!
Like, seriously, honestly think about it.
Remember the friends they would always have over?
The ones you can remember by name and where they
lived and how close they were to your siblings?
I mean the ones that were ALWAYS around, not the ones they'd have over every so often.
The usual ones.
Yeah, those friends.
Think of them. Were they cute?
Did you like them?
Wanted them to like you?
Yeah, you know you did. ;)
Cause believe me i STILL have a humongous crush on AT LEAST 3 of my brothers friends.
I still know what they look like, >.> smell like and How good their hugs were (yeah my brothers friends had their nice side.)
There were Danny, Joey, Nick and Todd.
Of course they were always mean until i was like 10 or 12... When i started getting into my tomboy die of me and LOVED video games.
Danny was tall, skinny, strong *but skinny*
Joey was the same way, sorta. He was tall yes but he was built, skinny too but he had MUSCLES! :D
Nick was short. Nuff said lol :P
Todd... Todd i didn't have a crush on the kid. I loved and still am in love with this man.
Todd (black shirt) and Joey (green shirt)
Todd was a different story. I loved Todd. Before i even knew what love was. I loved him. :)
He was tall, well not Danny tall but taller than me. He was out of all of them, he was the nicest to me. He treated me like i was family and only ever so often and RARELY he would pick on me.
He gave me piggy back rides hugs and candy. IN exchange I'd give him candy from my candy stash or I'd make him food (sometimes all of them food if Todd asked nicely and bribed me with a hug)
When i was about 7 or 8 when i first realized how cute boys were and started getting into guys. I accidentally NOT MEANING TO kissed Todd, on the cheek. lol
He got mad, i was so embarrassed.. That i hid in my room under my bed every time the boys had him over. Soon, he explained to me *not my dad or momma but Todd* that feelings for boys are normal. But because he was almost 10 years older than me, that it wasn't good for me to do that. And that he only liked me as a little sister that he'd protect when ever he could.
Then on, i kept my "little" crush on Todd a BIG secret. Very few friends know of this crush or forever love.
Well now the whole world does. LOL
Anyhow, I guess the true reason why i wrote this post is because Love can last forever. On either only one end or on both ends. Either way...
Love can last.
And also i think its because I've been thinking of Todd a lot recently and i was wondering if all kids *unless an only child* if they ever have fallen in love and is still in love with one of their siblings?
Well i guess thats all for now.
yours
**STAR**
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