double date multi subject. :)

06/20/11

I can't help but to look at his profile on facebook.
When I do I see his pictures. So I browse...
Then, I can't help when I see them that I look at him and study how he looks.
Then I look in the mirror or at my own pictures...
Then I wonder... "What does he see in me?" (or what DID he see in me)
And I know it's bad for me to say that... but I honestly don't think he saw anything, looks wise in me..
Had to be personality right? Or... idk...
Wish I could ask him myself... but I'm too scared to because in a way I rather not find out.
And I don't wanna ask in present tense and him say "I don't like you anymore"
I feel like I'm going down a road that'll get me stuck in quick sand and each time I get pulled out ill get stuck again. Idk maybe I'm making things complicated by always talking about it??


So I'm changing the subject now.
I have enough in the bank for a car now :) I can't buy until I have my licence.
I'm trying for my licence next week on the 26th. Can't wait!!! :D
I know I'm going to pass :)

Coco Keys Water Resort :)

I will have picture sin this post!!

My mom, Job, and Car

(Friday June 24th 2011)
So I watched a couple episodes of "Gilmore Girls" today, my first day off, and I almost started crying. ;/ cause it reminded me of my mom. Me and her would always watch that show it was like our little bonding show :)

pets

See my first pet was a cat "peaches" he died then we got another cat "mr. Professer" idk why we named them those names but we did. Then we got our first puppy "mr wiggles" he loved to wiggle a lot when you tried holding him so that's why we named him that. He ate everything! But it was like "marley and me" before the darn movie even came out. And "mr. Wiggles" was still a puppy when we had to put him to sleep. See my uncle screwed up his mind so he kinda would bite anyone who came too close to him and you akways had to talk. Slowwww. And. Calmly. Other wise he would bite you before you could touch him.