Si seulement la vie pourrait me donner l'amour. <--- Means "If only life could give me love."
My own quote... my own saying... Depressing i know.. But true non the less. im sad lately... Not that any one cares though, 'cause they all knwo the reason why...
I'm not sad over a guy... No... Im not. They may think that and even the guy they think im sa dover can think that but its not. Its the fact of hwo every one is.
Every one is getting some one... A date to a dance. A boyfriend, they have some one that they can go to crying and the first thing they say is "Whats wrong? Can i help? Everythings going to be fine."
Me? Yeah sure i have friends... But what use is that if all i get is a hug? and some low esteem advice?
I want a guy to go to to hold me tight.. let me knwo every thing is going to be alright. To kiss me on the lips, cheek, or forehead and to make the tears stop coming. Some one that i can text on a daily basis. Some one that will text ME first instea dof me doing that all the time. Some one that when i wake up they instantly knwo it so they call just to say "Good Morning Beautiful... How did you sleep?"
Some one that i can go to for anything. Some one who doesn't judge me for how i am.. Who i act like. Some one who doesn't critisize me... Some one who respects the fact that i wont always be open to hang out with them.
You see i found that one guy.. i did... :( only problem... He doesn't really want to be with me as so much as he wants to be with his ex. I realize this is what he wants and as long as im still his friend im fine.. Its just... I like when i could hold his hand, hug him for a long time knowing that hes mine, kiss him knowing its not cheating on any one!
I just want him to be mine... Ok fine i admitt maybe i am sad over the guy.. but its not what you think...
Im mostly sad that EVERY where i look theres some one with some one... Even the people i dont even like has some one... ://
Im like... ALONE!!!
Friends just dont make me fully happy any more...
well thats its for now..
Your SAD Little Writer,
Star :(
1 comment:
I swear we're like personality twins. xD
Believe me, I had this issue last year.I had a bf but at the time, we were barely talking EVER, and we never saw each other, so it was pretty much like i didn't have one. It got to the point where i was bitchy around all my non-single friends, and if i was hanging out w/ someone, I would bitch them out if they even MENTIONED their b/f or g/f. and I ended up telling Rachael how I felt, and asked her and Christine to not make out with their bfs in front of me, but they didn't listen. bitches.
anyway. long story short, I feel your pain. and I loves you Starry Dear! ....if that helps at all...:D *HUGS*
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