What i mean when i say...

What he doesnt realize is that almost every day i say i love you to him.. or how much i like him... Except i don't say it in literate terms...

When i hug him im saying, "Mmm, im all yours"
When i talk to him in between breathes i'm really saying, "Love me please?"
When i hug him good-bye im saying, "Never let me go"
When i say good-bye im saying, "I love you"

When i think about him i say those things over and over in my head as we do the gestures...

When i look at him im saying, "Notice me?"
When i smile im saying, "Call me beautiful."
When i see him and he doesnt see me im saying, "Turn around."

When i am all alone and sad, i know that if he were there he'd hug me and make me feel so much better...

When i know he's with her im saying, "Please text me and say you want me."
When i listen as he talks about her im saying, "Please stop torturing me."
When i talk to my friends about him im saying, "Tell me things get better?"
When i text him im saying, "Can't we just be more than friends already?"

When i want to be with him i just think of the day that is to come and hope it will be a great day...

When i am with him im always saying, "Love me, Kiss me, Want me, Hold me... My life is yours if you just let me in."



I know what you're thinking... No im not obsessed. Just in love. One guy. Thats all it took. Is one guy to actually proove to me that he's differant. That he can treat a girl the way she needs to be treated. That he is a man, yes i said a man. He isn't some one that would freak out over things you told him he listens and he understands. Hes differant most deffinately truely differant and i think i love him. I think i truely do.

Now if only i can figure out if i do.

Thats all,
Your Wacky Little Writer,
Star :)