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HEY Happy New Years EVE!!! 99th post RIGHT now... Tune iin later round 11pm and the 100th post!!!


Well today i WAS supposed to go get my permit today but the DMV was closed because its new years eve. So on the same day as the new season of Pretty Little Liars premeres. Yes on monday the 3rd.

Sigh.

And i was so looking forward to going all out this year by getting my permit the last day of 2010.

Any way ... as it amazes me this year went by so fast January i was starting my 2nd semester in my Freshman year and lost my mother as well... By summer i had lost my best friend too going to Georgia. By August i was a sophmore in high school By Halloween i met the best guy in my life at the moment. And By new years eve. Ive managed to keep that boy in my life still.

Yesterday was the 30th I was with my bf all day because it was the 1 year anniversary of my moms passing...

I mean last year i didnt just lose my mom i also lost a really close friend i went to her whenever i needed help, there were boy torubles, i needed advice, and i felt more comphortable talking to her then my dad... I mean i was finally going to tell her that i didnt really believe there was a god unless i saw proof. In which i found out wasnt really athiest.. I mean she would have ate up every word i told her. Understood me better then my dad would have. She would have loved my current bf. i alwasy can hear her telling me "Hes so adorable Sara, he is a keeper. Dont lose this one." and norammly boht my parents would then joke about how we need the money, but really they boht would like the boy for who he is... I mean everyday i still struggle to hear what my mom sounds like or her laugh and i still need a picture to fully remember hwo she looks.

I hate hwo the days go by and everyday the image gets fuzzier and fuzzier ... And soon it'll be too blurry to see and to be honest i wont see the point in needing to try to remember because its too far lost...

And last night i was with my bf because i was trying to avoid the point where i break down crying. And around sometime last night i thought that i was ok and able to visit my moms FB page for the first time in a while.. I started the post and then.... Well lets just say i ALMOST lost it, but i still managed to come through and NOT bawl and cry out for my mom like i did.... erm last year... :'(

Anyway... 2010 is almost over and i plan to keep all of me resolutions (AKA goals) and keep them/ achieve them.

Soooooo.... THats it for this post.

LOook in later for the Last post of 2010 also the 100th post!!!!

Well see ya then!!
Your Wacky Little Writer,
Star :D