Sophmore Near Junoir.

Dx
No fair. The end is coming too fast. :/
I don't want to graduate just yet. High School just began for me. I finially gained friends and my life is.... on the track to being normal.... kinda.
I mean aside from my mom passing away in the middle of my freshman year, my best friend moving to Georgia for reasons i cannot explain over the internet. Or to any one. Not even my boyfriend (sorry hon).
Anyway. Living from Kindergarden to eighth grade with our any realy true friends except for one or two here or there.
THEN freshman year starts and well no. 9th grade didnt event start when i started making friends or even making a friend. It was awesome. No one saw me as a slut or a whore or anything. No one knew me. I could be me. The real me not some one that everyone had spread the rumors about. It made me mad the way i was treated.

Oh uhm. Hence the reason why im so loud and hyper almost all the time. The reason why i tend to get used to others so fast the reason why im some what so trusting.

ANYWAY.
Meeting new friends and still meeting new people its just a shock that i have only 2 1/2 years left till graduation. 2 1/2 years left till no more High school. 2 1/2 years until the real world sets in. 2 1/2 years until im free to roam with out rules. 2 1/2 years until i wont see any of my friends again.
2 1/2 years until... until... Im an adult. Until i start being the real world meeting new people and trying to fight new drama.

Omg! Im going to die or drown in tears on graduation day Ima like need an back up make up kit 3 packets of those easy to carry around tissues and like $200 to celebrate. Now... Can i please go die? I mean not literally but i really DONT want to graduate but i really dont want to stay in HS longer than i need to. Sigh.
Some one please tell me i wont end up like my brother...


Ok no scratch that... I will NEVER end up as my brother. Im smarter and way more morally ethnic about everything... ALMOST everything. I mean im still a teen people. C'mon. xD

Anyhow. Its just scary i mean, 2 1/2 years. Two. AND. A Half. YEARS! Left until.
Until Im free.
Well thats all for this post.

Signing off.
Your Almost out of HS Writer,
Star :)