When you get used to not expecting a million present under the tree any more or when you don't expect anything that year you don't even think of what to ask for christmas (or what ever holiday other people celebrate) then next thing you knoiw everyone is coming up to yiu and asking “oh hey what do you want for (insert hoiliday here)“ its irritating because they expect you to be ready for this stuff but when your dad can barely afford food you realize you shouldn't worry about these things. Or the fact that my family lives on a one paycheck thing now. My dad is, if I havnt already mention in previous posts, a widowed father taking care of his 15 year old sophmore in HS daughter and his 18 year old graduate from HS (who btw needs to find his own place to live and stop expecting my dad to support him the rest his life) I mean life is no joke since he thinks no one would ever want to date him since he's almost 50y/o
My dads a nice, funny, interesting guy but he needs a push now and then to get him going. he doesn't realize that just because he's past his good old days and hadn't dated for a good 15years before he met my mom and hasn't dated since they got married or gotten together or what ever doesn't mean he can't try to find someone who's ready to settle down, help him out I know it isn't easy when he doesn't have a good paying job anymore but still he's just like evry other guy too stubborn to ask for any help...
Ok I got off subject, my whole point is that it annoys me when for the past couple years knowing I wasn't gonna get any presents for christmas I don't really expect peopple in my family to ask what I want. Especially since my dad got fired from Harrahs Casino (over a stupid reason) and my mom got cancer.
I've also realized for only 15 my life is more dramatic then a soap opera.. Lol
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Your Wacky Little Writer,
Star :]
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