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14.12.10

Untitled (still thinking of a title of this 'poem' hahaha)

"When I told you that my life was hell before I met you, I wasn't just saying that.
It was true.

Last year I had it all. My mom was starting to look better, almost healthy again, to be in fact...
My best friend and I saw each other as much as I could possibly could find time to see her...

Then things went wrong.... My mom passed away barely half-way through my first year in high school.. Then just when I thought things were getting better again... My best friend moves to Georgia. Now. All I have is pictures of my mom and faint rememberance of her. And a few reassureing notes that my best friend will be coming back again soon...

I felt so alone, even if I had new friends to look forward to seeing through the year. Knowing that I wont have to dread through the day trying to blend into the walls. Thats what I felt like doing... Again...

Ever since my mom passed away my brother has done everything to turn the heads towards him. Though it doesnt seem that way, it's very hard to get my dads attention most of the time.

I Truely thought my life was nothing, but then... You crept up behind me....

Covered my eyes and made me guess who... With every reassuring thouch, kiss, hug...
I knew...

From the first time we hung out that my greying world would be full of colors and bright whenever I was with you... and in your arms... <3 "

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Happy Holidays everyone. Keep reading my posts. Im going all out for the end of the year!
100th Post here i come ;)

Read the next tomarrow.

Your Wacky Little Writer,
Star :)

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