These are the songs on my MP3, and random songs ive been listening to, that induce me to...

Cry:
1. Over the fact that I'm single
2. When I miss the one guy we all know who I wanna be with right now (and to be honest for the rest of my life)

The list is :
1. Welcome to my life
2. I'm with you
3. These words
4. These things ill never say
5. Your love is my drug
6. Liquify
7. Your guardian angel
8. You'll always be ny baby
9. Vanilla twilight
10. Truly madly deeply
11. Upendi (lion king 2)
12. Secret Valentine
13. One in a million
14. My life would suck with put you
15. Like you
16. If we ever meet again the chorus
17. Here in your arms
18. Forever and always
19. Fall to y
20. Everytime we touch
21. Listen to your heart
So much more that I can't think of at the moment because I've done nothing but cry today because I've heard almost all to most of those songs so. Yeah......... Im a loser I knowv...

Most of you wonder why I suppress myself to this when I feel sad to almost nothing when I'm alone. This is only so because I miss him. And I can't stand that I'm not with him, no matter how reasonable his reason for the break up.
I will admitted its a bit sad that I do suppress my self to this but I can't help but to want someone so much in a way I've never wanted someone before.
First guy I've ever felt secure about. And to be honest he has every physical and emotional appearance in my dream guy.
And I'm being very honest he has the physical appearance of my DG and the personality of him too. More or less the personality still a great guy he is literally like my dream guy. And you can't let go of someone that matches everything (more or less accurately) to who I've always wanted to be with wanted to spend the rest of my life with.
And today I mostly cried only because I've realized how much I do love him and how much I want to be with him. Do you know how hard that OS for me to find a guy like that who actually wants to be with me? Extremely, super freaking hard and you know what. I hate to lose him. I know the saying "if you love something let it free" well this is one thing I don't want to let go I'm going to hold on and fight for this one thing for as long as he let's me.
If he doesn't like it then he can tell me and ill stop but if he let's me then I'm not going to huge up on getting him back into my life. I love him. And if he loves me as much as I hope he does then I sure as hell hope he won't mind me fighting to keep him in my life.

So those are the song s that induce me to crying. And they make me think of him more than any other love song.
So yeah love the list listen to the lists have fun.

**star**