4 am... bored.

It is four am here and i am WIDE awake...
I'm talking to my friend Trey. Playing 20Q with him.
Its kinda fun. I'm learning a lot of new things about him.
Though i can't tell you readers here.
Personal things you know?

Anyway i'm brain storming haha!
I'm thinking of doing a mural (i have been for a long ass time now)on my wall.
I just dunno what i wanna do. It. IS. ANNOYING. ME. That i dunno what to do.
Only because i normally can come up with these things so easily.

So i've tried finishing this music video on paper comic book ive had been doing since the beginning of the school year in 2010... yeah i'm lazy when it comes to art projects. Well art projects that i come up for my self during free time xD
Anyway im actually almost done :)
And i already have an easy next Music Video On Paper Comic to do. I figured i've listened to the song non stop since Wednesday. I can make it into one. Its the "California King Bed" by Rihanna. AND NO I'M NOT DOING IT CAUSE OF HIM. I just like the love songs more than other songs. :P so i figured this song could be easier and faster to draw and make :)

so my friend Trey and I are play 20Q right? Well i asked him what would he want in life realistic and non. Then he asked the same. I said
"Real: Have a Family of my own
Non: Have my Mom back"
Then he asked what was she liked. I said like me, but older, wiser, and more cinfident. Then he said she seemed pretty cool. I mention that her eyes were always brown though... and i was gonna say something else... but then... i couldn't remember.... Is it bad that i'm starting to forget things about her? I lived fourteen years with her. Fourteen years 7 months and 4 days... But... For some reason... I'm starting to forget her... Her voice. How tall she was. Everything...
Is that bad?
I don't want to forget. I mean she was my mom... :'(



I think that's about it for this post
Ending at 430am. WOW
I AM wide awake. I have a head ache now though hahaha

**Star**