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10.6.11

I feel like he's erasing me from his life.

He won't reply to my texts.
He deletes my posts on his FB wall.
I bet he'd ignore my calls if i called him.

The one thing i'm glad he hasn't done is deleted me from his friends list.

I'm going insane! I don't care if me and him arn't going to get back together, now in the next week or month, or even year! I just want to talk to him again... i'd do anything just to at least have his company back.

Not just because he's the only one who actually talks to me but because i love talking to him he makes me laugh and smile. And for the first time in a long time he makes me feel like ive mattered and belonged some where.

And now, i've lost it. I don't have him to talk to. I dont feel like i belong any where. Im like a lost puppy... looking for a home again.

Short post... Sad post. a pathetic post... From a pathetic writer.


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