The Last Tribute....

Okay, so I've decided instead of trying to get him back as my boyfriend i'm going to to focus on getting him back as my friend more. You know; talking more, trying to hang out with groups of friend. Friend things. Then maybe, just maybe ill get him back as my boyfriend. Or maybe even more.. :)
So i'm making this post, the LAST love tribute to him. Don't get me wrong i might have those small moments where i rather just jump to having him back as boyfriend. But this is a goal. Friend first. Then maybe ill get him back as something more. That is if he hasn't moved on yet... If he does then i wouldn't blame him, i still don't think any one could every love me and stay in love with me. BUT ANYWAY... My last love tribute....



Everything I know and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
It gets hard but it won't take away my love, whoa
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
Chest to chest
Nose to nose
Palm to palm
We were always just that close
Wrist to wrist
Toe to toe
Lips that felt just like the inside of a rose
So, how come when I reach out my finger
It feels like more than distance between us
In this California king bed
We're ten thousand miles apart
I've been California wishing on these stars
For your heart for me
My California king
Eye to eye
Cheek to cheek
Side by side
You were sleeping next to me
Arm in arm
Dusk to dawn
With the curtains drawn
And a little last night on these sheets
So, how come when I reach out my fingers
It seems like more than distance between us
Just when I felt like giving up on us
You turned around and gave me one last touch
That made everything feel better
And even then my eyes got wetter
So confused wanna ask you if you love me
But I don't wanna seem so weak
Maybe I've been California dreaming
All night staring at the ceiling
Counting for minutes I'm feeling this way
So far away and so alone
But you know it's alright, I came to my senses
Let go of my defenses
There's no way I'm giving up this time
Yeah, you know I'm right here
I'm not losing you this time
And I'm all in, nothing left to hide
I'm falling harder than a landslide
I spent a week away from you last night
And now I'm calling, calling out your name
Even if I lose the game, I'm all in, I'm all in tonight
Yeah I'm all in, I'm all in for life
There's no taking back what we've got's
Too strong, we've had each other's back for too long
There's no breaking up this time
And you know it's okay, I came to my senses
Let go of my defenses
There's no way I'm giving up this time
And I'm all in, nothing left to hide
I'm falling harder than a landslide
I spent a week away from you last night
And now I'm calling, calling out your name
Even if I lose the game, I'm all in, I'm all in tonight
Yeah I'm all in, I'm all in for life
I miss those blue eyes
How you kissed me at night
I miss the way we sleep
Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe
But I never told you
What I should have said
No I never told you
I just held it in
And now I miss everything
About you I can't believe I still want you
After all the things we've
Been through I miss everything about you
Without you I see your blue eyes
Every time I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to when I'm not
Around you It's like I'm not with me
But I never told you
What I should have said
No I never told you
I just held it in
And now I miss everything
About you I can't believe I still want
You After all the things we've
Been through
I miss everything about you
Without you
I know what you need
I know what's wrong
I know how to make it tight
Everything'll be all right
If ya let me hold you

And last Trivute:

You think I'm pretty
Without any make-up on
You think I'm funny
When I tell the puch line wrong
I know you get me
So I'll let my walls come down, down
Before you met me
I was a wreck
But things were kinda heavy
You brought me to life
Now every February
You'll be my valentine, valentine
Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I
We'll be young forever
You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
We drove to Cali
And got drunk on the beach
Got a motel and
Built a fort out of sheets
I finally found you
My missing puzzle piece
I'm complete
Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I
We'll be young forever
You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
I might get your heart racing
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back


So basically. I love him, a lot. Miss him. A lot. Don't wanna let go.
Want him to be in my life. Even if it was just as a friend. Waiting isn't all that bad... :/
So. My last love tribute. From now on. I guess i'm gonna be trying to get him as a friend.
Hopefully ill get him back as both a friend and a boyfriend.
So yeah, I 'll try my hardest to not obsess (which is me just in love!) over him. So yeah.
That's all for this post.