I'm no Goddess...

In times like mine all you ever see is celebrities getting together, breaking apart, getting rich, getting famous, going down the hole, then coming out of it. You see propaganda to be perfect. To be flawless. To be the impossible...

Honey, Rejection is nothing new for a girl like me...

What is that supposed to mean, you ask?

Well, it means just that.
I'm so used to being rejected that its like a second known language that i fluently speak.

Every guy that rejects me i always say, Don't be sorry because I'm used to it.
and every time they say the same thing, But you don't deserve it.

Well honey, if i don't deserve it then why are you rejecting me?

^_^

I'm not mad at anyone if any of you "readers" *if any* think I'm posting this because I'm mad.

Boys, Boys, Men, Boys

Ladies if you have an older brother. When you were younger did him and his friends pick on you?
Gentle man same deal, older sister, friends, got picked on?

Movies, Movies, Movies!

So, I'm on www.hulu.com right?
Right.
Well, I'm looking for a movie to watch some look interesting.
Some look dumb.
Some look sad.
And
Some well some look like they should have never been made...

I don't know why I try...

So here's the thing, I fall easily. I don't know why but i do.

Pissy week? Bad mood? = a very apologetic Star when shes in a good mood.

So last night i posted a very mean-ish post without realizing that my bestfriend Aaron would possibly read it. Now i know this isnt a big excuse but i was drunk. And i felt like since i got a boyfriend he has been in a pissed off mood. Or a down mood. I felt like maybe he didnt want to talk to me all that much.... So a drunk Star + the access to her blog = a very mean-ish post.

I called him a Jackass.... >.> didnt mean to... That was seriously me just drunk. He's not one. And i hope if he reads this he knows that im sorry. :/

Really

Freakking

Super

A lot

Sorry.

Aaron Text me when you can, kay hun?

**STAR**

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Guy friends. WHAT THE FUCK???

Ok so lately since i got a bf. All my guy friends have been bluh!

Like fuck. First my best friend Aaron just seems pissed all the time when im talking to him, i miss when he talks to me all happy like not fucking pissed. He makes up excuses and he acts like nothings wrong. But to his dismay i know something is wrong. Jack ass.

Then theres chad. Miss the fuck out of him. But little fucker dont talk to me any more. :/

I miss talking to him all the time too. Miss his hugs as well >_>;

This post is gonna be short as fuck.

Seeya readers

**STAR**

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Holy shit monkeys space cows are reuniting with the Galexy! :O

I have no idea how this post will relate to the title BUT oh well.

My thoughts and a heads up

So, regarding my last post.
I've come to the conclusion that my feelings on the relationship was just me psyching myself out.

I have no fucking clue what to post this one as.

Today, is Valentines day... 2012

I get it ok? I Understand.....

So yeah I'm 16.... I'm still young... I get it... I know there will be more opportunities to find someone to be with... but that doesn't mean I shouldn't be able to get one now!?

New year, New me, New everything.

So, 2012 the big year. The rumors will be answered this year... who all believes in this???

For the longest time, i believed it... I think theres a small part of me that still does.