Mixed Emotions

Okay so in previous posts I've mentions a conflict between me liking Joel while going out with Xavier..
To clear things up I'm justa very confused and emotion mixed girl.
To let all ya'll know I'm just a naturally flirtatious girl.
My friend Christine asked me why I'm not single so I could be free to flirt and not feel like somone is holding me back?
I thought on that. Thinking...
I've realized that when I'm single I am still a over flirtatious girl, but when I'm single i feel alone. Unwanted, unneeded, and that I'm the only girl with out a boyfriend. Though I do know that I'm not. That's just the way I feel.
Then when I am taken and not single I get an over drive of flirting.
I guess I'm just trying to say that. Being me is very confusing and when you try to figure me out you just wind up even more confused than before.
I honestly can say that it's not like I do all of this flirting on purpose.
No it's never like that at all.

I'm just guessing maybe I should try and switch off the flirty-ness when in a relationship...

Thats all I have to say for today.. Two posts in one day wow...
Well see y'all to-marrow. Have a nice night. Learn from your mistakes and don't do anything you'll regret int he next 24 hours.
Your Wacky Little Writer,
Star :)