What Is On My Mind?

Lately instead of people asking me "What's up?" they normally ask whats going on in my mind...

So what IS going on in my mind? What is on my mind? Want to know? Really?... You do?
Are you sure ;) heh ok...
Well, Monday through Friday 5am till 10pm; what goes on up in this "small" mind of mine is surprising. I think of a lot and most the time when I space off and am into deep thought I don't really remember what I was thinking about.
I get off thought a lot. Like during a test I'll be thinking of what I'd be doing after this class, then I'll end up not remembering the question for the test I'm taking.
Or a friend would be talking and they'd say something slightly cool or odd and I'd start to space out and I'd end up not really paying attention to what they are saying anymore... They eventually realize that I'm spacing and they'd ask if they're boring me and I'd try to explain , but that wouldn't work the damage is already made :/
The things that are most always thought about with me are mainly just;
-Guys
-Certain Guys
-Life
-Clothes
-Plans
-The future
-Stars
-The country
-Friends
-etc.
A lot of things go on at once in my life. My headaches aren't only caused from dehydration and stress, but from all the things going on in my head at once. Emotions fly wild and doors that shouldn't be opened are opened and all those thoughts are flowing out.
At this moment I know what doors shouldn't be open and how some doors should be closed and what thoughts I should have my self controls on. Most my thought flow freely and normally they would. They end up free and wild, but I really don't know why. I used to have control over my emotions and thoughts, now I don't and it's confusing as to why I don't... :/
During the day during certain classes I would think of one thing, during others I'd think of my Boyfriend (Cody), others it would be Xavier, and others it would be on random things at once they mainly happen during my boring classes the random thoughts at once thing.
I normally read or draw to calm my thoughts, but most times they don't even help.
When I try to keep my emotions and thoughts under my control they just get loose and run free. It annoys me because half the time I don't know what to do, and that ends up badly on my be half.
I've had friends tell me to focus on the things I want to think of. Don't get me wrong it works, but with my short attention span and ADD it doesn't work for very long. I end up having free thoughts again and my head aches back then I'm on the edge of tears again. :/
But hey at least I can slightly sort through my thoughts that shouldn't be opened and the thoughts that need to be opened and free when my mind calms with my friend Kyle's technique :)

Well first post of tonight I'll have another here in a few to 10 minutes. Love you all :)
Your Wacky Little Writer,
Star :)