God. 11months... 11. Already... 11months ago today my mom passed away. Well i have 10 minutes to finish this blog before i can post this... well technically 9minutes. So that way it can still be 11 months when its posted.
Anyway. WOW 11 months. Its almost been a year... a year... ://
Heh. A year.
Oh-My-God!
Its almost been a year. ;(
A FUCKING YEAR!!
God. So much has passed. So much. So so much. I wish my mom was here to listen to me to tell me how to do things. How to talk to people. Give me advice.
Still here so i can tell her all these new things im doing. JROTC events. So i can make her random things for no reason. So she could meet all the new people in my life. See how happy i am. Know how happy i am...
And omg if i hear one more religous rant about how my mom is still with me her spirit lives on with me i swear to god or who the fuck ever up there i am going to UGH!
I wish i had been at school today. I dont knwo how many times ive cried today. UGH! Stupid brother! I woke up late today alarm never went off. :/ And my brother was a lazy FUCKING bum and didnt want to get up around 10am to take me to school. And guess what? He didnt wake up until 12-1pm FUCKING LAZY BUM!
He is now officially dead to me. I Hate him. UGH! im never doing ANYTHING nice for him again.
Anyway, like all my other posts about my mom. i miss her. I love her. And i want her back.
Your Writer,
Star :)
29.11.10
France Trip Help Raise Money ??
SO theres this France Trip for French club this summer right?? (Summer 2011) And the thing is i can go and all but, i need to raise $3,800 for everything for me to get there plus $500 for spending money :// Whats the use right? Thats WAY too much money unless my dad some how ends up inheiriting a really old inheiratence thats worth $200,000,000,000,000 dollars then id have enough to go to France and i'd have more then $500 to spend free will... Sigh. I hate being poor. I wish i had a job. I wish i could pay for things like this...
My plans? well So far all i have is:
-Buy cookie mix and cookie dough and sell 3 cookies in cute little baggies for $4 or $5
-Or do 2 brownies in a Bag for $2 a peice
-Candy bars for $1
-Candy Canes for $2
-Hot chocolate stand? Maybe?
Sigh. Im hopeless. Oh!! Maybe i can sell my gift wrapping expertise? for people with too many gifts to do alone .50 cents per gift i wrap, no?
Sigh. Again im hopeless i need help my goal is to have this done BY the End of April 2011. I think i should talk to my Econ/Lit Teacher for some help...
I need help, Any donations? please? Anything, i mean literally ANYTHING!!!! >..>
ANYWAY Thats all for now,
Your Wacky Little Writer,
Star :)
My plans? well So far all i have is:
-Buy cookie mix and cookie dough and sell 3 cookies in cute little baggies for $4 or $5
-Or do 2 brownies in a Bag for $2 a peice
-Candy bars for $1
-Candy Canes for $2
-Hot chocolate stand? Maybe?
Sigh. Im hopeless. Oh!! Maybe i can sell my gift wrapping expertise? for people with too many gifts to do alone .50 cents per gift i wrap, no?
Sigh. Again im hopeless i need help my goal is to have this done BY the End of April 2011. I think i should talk to my Econ/Lit Teacher for some help...
I need help, Any donations? please? Anything, i mean literally ANYTHING!!!! >..>
ANYWAY Thats all for now,
Your Wacky Little Writer,
Star :)
This Gamer Girl is a Sore Loser xD
Ok so from about 12pm on November 28th (2010) to about 2:30am November 29th (2010) i was playing Kingdom Hearts (the first one, if anyone was to ask) and from about 1am to about 2am i was basically JUST trying to beat one DAMN boss level >.>
I was at the Hollow Bastian world just about the end. the second time i fight Riku (=]) Or in this case Ansem. UGH! Was that so annoying. I was acting out the small scene before the fight word by word be the 10th time i died. xD YES the 10TH TIME!!!! But dont worry i die more then 10 times. x_x
ANYWAY!
The Ansem/Riku boss was frikken hard, 3 EXP levels and each time i got him down by one his tactics on attacking me changed. Sometimes they wouldn't (differing on the time i was re-fighting him) change. The red bar, fairly easy all i ahd to do was dodge his moves or attack when he attacked to block then that would set him off gaurd and i could attack... Woot! Right? Very, except when it got to the yellow bar, then he'd start doing this weird shit... >.< i mean really!? I know it should get harder before you defeat him but i mean C'MON!?!?!!!! Then when it got down to the green, and the last, bar he would be all like "behold the true darkness" and then float into the air then land and go all freaky fast and crazy. I had to dodge that!!! Atacking him was hard!!!
So i had died ---> 14 <--- times before I defeated him and ---> 8 <--- of those times i had came close to beating him like REALLY SUPERLY AWESOMELY CLOSE befor ehe had killed me -_-;; talk abotu frustrating.
Lets just say me dieing about 14 "thounsand, million" times gets pretty interesting. xD I curse alost and yell a lot... AND tend to get very angry... In which i think would be a great show for any one who HAPPENS to be with me while i play xDDD
Any way i defeated Ansem/Riku boss level and Whew, am i glad!!!! Im a sore loser when i dont win the first 3-4 times. any time after ward i TRY (but fail) to keep my voice quiet and my cursing a minimum xD
Anyway, thats all for now (in the morning of today) Oh have i mentioned i havn't gone to bed at all today... i need another glass of Coffee... Make that like 3 xDD
Your Wacky "Sore Loser" Little Writer,
Star xP
I was at the Hollow Bastian world just about the end. the second time i fight Riku (=]) Or in this case Ansem. UGH! Was that so annoying. I was acting out the small scene before the fight word by word be the 10th time i died. xD YES the 10TH TIME!!!! But dont worry i die more then 10 times. x_x
ANYWAY!
The Ansem/Riku boss was frikken hard, 3 EXP levels and each time i got him down by one his tactics on attacking me changed. Sometimes they wouldn't (differing on the time i was re-fighting him) change. The red bar, fairly easy all i ahd to do was dodge his moves or attack when he attacked to block then that would set him off gaurd and i could attack... Woot! Right? Very, except when it got to the yellow bar, then he'd start doing this weird shit... >.< i mean really!? I know it should get harder before you defeat him but i mean C'MON!?!?!!!! Then when it got down to the green, and the last, bar he would be all like "behold the true darkness" and then float into the air then land and go all freaky fast and crazy. I had to dodge that!!! Atacking him was hard!!!
So i had died ---> 14 <--- times before I defeated him and ---> 8 <--- of those times i had came close to beating him like REALLY SUPERLY AWESOMELY CLOSE befor ehe had killed me -_-;; talk abotu frustrating.
Lets just say me dieing about 14 "thounsand, million" times gets pretty interesting. xD I curse alost and yell a lot... AND tend to get very angry... In which i think would be a great show for any one who HAPPENS to be with me while i play xDDD
Any way i defeated Ansem/Riku boss level and Whew, am i glad!!!! Im a sore loser when i dont win the first 3-4 times. any time after ward i TRY (but fail) to keep my voice quiet and my cursing a minimum xD
Anyway, thats all for now (in the morning of today) Oh have i mentioned i havn't gone to bed at all today... i need another glass of Coffee... Make that like 3 xDD
Your Wacky "Sore Loser" Little Writer,
Star xP
26.11.10
Thanks Giving
Ok so i was planning on posting this post yesterday on the actual Thanks giving but by the time i HAD any time to post i was so tired and ready for bed that i just passed out and plus i couldnt exactly do much that night... So heres the post you've been waiting for hahaha, oh and Happy (late) Thanks Giving.
So what i did for this past holiday was fun. My bf came over to my aunts with us. Though we WERE supposed to leave at 12 noon to her house but my dad was catching up with his friend on the phone. We didnt leave until 2pm. Sigh. We got there and he got to see me be my self. I was "the kissing monster" to my little cousins i run around chasing them and when i caight them id kiss them multiple times on the cheeks hahahaha but i think i love my little causin Issabella way more. She willingly gives me kisses hahaha :D But then i was settling down and started playing a game i cant remember the name but it was fun, Me, my cousins Ben and Zach, and my bf switched roles often. Everytime i played and died like 5 million times i would then fork it over to either my bf or my little cousins. Then soon it was just me and my bf playing. :P It was fun xD Then soon i was starting to give up cause the game was more stressful then life itself xD but yeah :P It was fun. We would normally eat an hour we got to my aunts but food wasnt ready til 530 and me and my bf werent gone til 6pm. I ate like two plates of food at my aunts especially her fruit salad :D
Ok now its time for his house. I met his cousin, her husband and her daughter. His aunts and uncles, his other cousin, and i saw his mom, dad, sister, and brother again. We didnt do much there. I ate one more plate of food and finished watching the movie Cat in the Hat :) Then we went up to his room-- ahem, HIS living room layed back and watched tv. We didnt really do much. OMG! I got to cuss out well tell him ex-gf off. The one that cheated on him... >.> ok yeah thats too much info but its was agreat night. So good that i was tuckered out by the end. You know. I passed out on the way home.
Its now The day After the 26th Of November and its 11:26pm. Sigh. My phone wont charge and i need it to last for a long time. No i need a new phone for petes sake. Anyway. Thats it for this post.
Your Wacky Little Writer,
Star :)
So what i did for this past holiday was fun. My bf came over to my aunts with us. Though we WERE supposed to leave at 12 noon to her house but my dad was catching up with his friend on the phone. We didnt leave until 2pm. Sigh. We got there and he got to see me be my self. I was "the kissing monster" to my little cousins i run around chasing them and when i caight them id kiss them multiple times on the cheeks hahahaha but i think i love my little causin Issabella way more. She willingly gives me kisses hahaha :D But then i was settling down and started playing a game i cant remember the name but it was fun, Me, my cousins Ben and Zach, and my bf switched roles often. Everytime i played and died like 5 million times i would then fork it over to either my bf or my little cousins. Then soon it was just me and my bf playing. :P It was fun xD Then soon i was starting to give up cause the game was more stressful then life itself xD but yeah :P It was fun. We would normally eat an hour we got to my aunts but food wasnt ready til 530 and me and my bf werent gone til 6pm. I ate like two plates of food at my aunts especially her fruit salad :D
Ok now its time for his house. I met his cousin, her husband and her daughter. His aunts and uncles, his other cousin, and i saw his mom, dad, sister, and brother again. We didnt do much there. I ate one more plate of food and finished watching the movie Cat in the Hat :) Then we went up to his room-- ahem, HIS living room layed back and watched tv. We didnt really do much. OMG! I got to cuss out well tell him ex-gf off. The one that cheated on him... >.> ok yeah thats too much info but its was agreat night. So good that i was tuckered out by the end. You know. I passed out on the way home.
Its now The day After the 26th Of November and its 11:26pm. Sigh. My phone wont charge and i need it to last for a long time. No i need a new phone for petes sake. Anyway. Thats it for this post.
Your Wacky Little Writer,
Star :)
Pretty Little Liars Return!!! And The Craigs List Killer true?
Ok so on January 3rd 2011 Pretty Little Liars returns. :) I am SO EXCITED! :D Ive been trying to figure out if i managed to catch all the episodes of last season but i cant tell.. >.> But oh well Its all fun and good with me more then likeley they'll have a marathon for us to catch up I WONT miss that. :D
AND im watching lifetime right now 'cause Sister act 2 is on and well i like it but they keep showing preveiws for this new movie called The Craigslist.Killer and it said "based on a true story' so i looked it up. WOAH now thats a huge shocker. It is true. ive been reading the CBS 48 HOURS MYSTERY section and well DAMN they just make it so scary, it freaks me out. How some oen could do that.
Turns out this had happened last year. (2009) >.> So scary the fact that, that could very well happen here in Nebraska.
Sigh.
But whats the use in stressing over something that could also very well never happen.
I mean things like this happen all the time. Right? Serial killers are all around us right theres no way it couldnt very well be happening now. Though, Nebraska is a dead beat state. If anything is going to make it to the country wide news is if its from the big cities her ein Nebraska.
Nothing big os going to come from Omaha, or Bellvue, or Millard... ok maybe Millard its a big city but these things will more then likely happen in lincoln and ashland and so one. The citys in the west not in the east of Nebraska.
ANYWAY thats all for now in this post.
Your Wacky Little Writer,
Star :)
AND im watching lifetime right now 'cause Sister act 2 is on and well i like it but they keep showing preveiws for this new movie called The Craigslist.Killer and it said "based on a true story' so i looked it up. WOAH now thats a huge shocker. It is true. ive been reading the CBS 48 HOURS MYSTERY section and well DAMN they just make it so scary, it freaks me out. How some oen could do that.
Turns out this had happened last year. (2009) >.> So scary the fact that, that could very well happen here in Nebraska.
Sigh.
But whats the use in stressing over something that could also very well never happen.
I mean things like this happen all the time. Right? Serial killers are all around us right theres no way it couldnt very well be happening now. Though, Nebraska is a dead beat state. If anything is going to make it to the country wide news is if its from the big cities her ein Nebraska.
Nothing big os going to come from Omaha, or Bellvue, or Millard... ok maybe Millard its a big city but these things will more then likely happen in lincoln and ashland and so one. The citys in the west not in the east of Nebraska.
ANYWAY thats all for now in this post.
Your Wacky Little Writer,
Star :)
60th post
Okay People this is my 60th post! Now all i need are 40 more post ideas! :P
This is going to be one LONG winter for the rest of this 2010 year. thats 20 post per week if i want to get to my 100th post goal. :// Well theres no use in trying right?
Well i need post i deas still I've gone through my WHOLE page of ideas already. And the week is barely starting.
Thats all i have for this post Ill have another up within 10-15min or so.
Your Wacky Little Writer,
Star :)
This is going to be one LONG winter for the rest of this 2010 year. thats 20 post per week if i want to get to my 100th post goal. :// Well theres no use in trying right?
Well i need post i deas still I've gone through my WHOLE page of ideas already. And the week is barely starting.
Thats all i have for this post Ill have another up within 10-15min or so.
Your Wacky Little Writer,
Star :)
24.11.10
Faveorite Disney Characters
Ok SO Aladdin Rerun tonight has got me thinking of my faveorite Characters
Ok so From Aladding my favorite characters are:
Genie: Because hes so funny and awesome and hes liek the actual acter that plays his voice :D
Abu: Uhm this ones obvi! HE IS A MONKEY! :D
From Beauty and the Beast:
The small tea cup i forget his name but him: Hes cute!!!
The Beast: Cause his story is so sad!
And
Belle: Uhm hello! She gets to spend the day with The Beast! No wait she is exactly liek em i shoudl say :)
From The little mermaid:
Sebastian: Hes french Oh lala~! DUH!
From Cinderella:
The mice: They are just so cute...!!!
Cinderella: Uhm hello shes livingng my fanasty!!!
From The Lion King 1:
Simba: That lion is so furry and cute
Mufassa: Cause its sad how he dies
Crazy Medican Monkey: Uhm again DO i need to explaiN!?
From Tarzan:
Tarzan Of course: Hes HOTT!!! For a cartoon!!
Jane: Shes french
The Apes: AGain no need to explain.
Hmmmm SO readers if you dont mind! Comment your favorite Disney Characters! :D
Thats all.. Mor epost to come :D
Your Wacky Little Writer,
Star :)
Ok so From Aladding my favorite characters are:
Genie: Because hes so funny and awesome and hes liek the actual acter that plays his voice :D
Abu: Uhm this ones obvi! HE IS A MONKEY! :D
From Beauty and the Beast:
The small tea cup i forget his name but him: Hes cute!!!
The Beast: Cause his story is so sad!
And
Belle: Uhm hello! She gets to spend the day with The Beast! No wait she is exactly liek em i shoudl say :)
From The little mermaid:
Sebastian: Hes french Oh lala~! DUH!
From Cinderella:
The mice: They are just so cute...!!!
Cinderella: Uhm hello shes livingng my fanasty!!!
From The Lion King 1:
Simba: That lion is so furry and cute
Mufassa: Cause its sad how he dies
Crazy Medican Monkey: Uhm again DO i need to explaiN!?
From Tarzan:
Tarzan Of course: Hes HOTT!!! For a cartoon!!
Jane: Shes french
The Apes: AGain no need to explain.
Hmmmm SO readers if you dont mind! Comment your favorite Disney Characters! :D
Thats all.. Mor epost to come :D
Your Wacky Little Writer,
Star :)
RAMEN!!! AND Christmas Shows on ABC Fam.!!! :D
Ramen noodles are so much fun and yummy to eat! :D SPECIALLY BEEF!!! :D
I love Ramen. Im like Naruto! Ramen this and Ramen that Id be happy and set if all i had yo eat in my own house was fruit, Ramen, Ramen, Ramen, and my burritos. And the only thing ot drink was milk, pop, and pop xD
Well Monday or Wensday (next wensday the 1st)Starts the 25 days of christmas count down Its something me and my mom used to do. :)
I love the 25 days of christmas specialties. :D
And i loev the pre-seasonal showings. Yesterday they aired Aladdin! Tonight they are airing Beauty and the Beast! :D I LOVE THAT DISNEY MOVIE!!!!
ANY how. THats all for this Post.
Your Wacky Little Writer,
Star
I love Ramen. Im like Naruto! Ramen this and Ramen that Id be happy and set if all i had yo eat in my own house was fruit, Ramen, Ramen, Ramen, and my burritos. And the only thing ot drink was milk, pop, and pop xD
Well Monday or Wensday (next wensday the 1st)Starts the 25 days of christmas count down Its something me and my mom used to do. :)
I love the 25 days of christmas specialties. :D
And i loev the pre-seasonal showings. Yesterday they aired Aladdin! Tonight they are airing Beauty and the Beast! :D I LOVE THAT DISNEY MOVIE!!!!
ANY how. THats all for this Post.
Your Wacky Little Writer,
Star
UGH! I HATE MY DAD!!!
You know my dads starting to piss me off. I mean really????
I sat in the living room to wait for my Ramen to get done cooking and UGH! I was watchignt he news on the Epply Airport and the new metal detectors. A guy comes on and says "Ive been waiting to see my gf for 2 months now..." I go "Awww thas so sweet!" and my dad in the most mean way ever goes. "Hes a nerd. *mocks guy* dump the bitch. Get rid of the whore. She doesnt love you." >..< really!? wtf!?
Then after 5 minutes i say "I have never set foot in an airport before." cause the lady was talkign about coming down and hoping on one and going places or something like that. And my dad goes "And you never will."
Ok that does it. My new family goal is to graduate High school finish general studies in Metro and then once done HOPEFULLY get accepted to the college i want to go to and then im out, im gone. BUH-Bye father.
UGH! I hate being here. yes ill miss most eveyr one dearly but i want out of this hell hole state! See the world. See the country. Live my life. !!!!
Sigh.
Well thats all for now. Im off to baby-sitt ill try to post something tomarrow... If not then maybe when i get back from the Boyfriends house.
Your Wacky Little Writer,
Star :))
I sat in the living room to wait for my Ramen to get done cooking and UGH! I was watchignt he news on the Epply Airport and the new metal detectors. A guy comes on and says "Ive been waiting to see my gf for 2 months now..." I go "Awww thas so sweet!" and my dad in the most mean way ever goes. "Hes a nerd. *mocks guy* dump the bitch. Get rid of the whore. She doesnt love you." >..< really!? wtf!?
Then after 5 minutes i say "I have never set foot in an airport before." cause the lady was talkign about coming down and hoping on one and going places or something like that. And my dad goes "And you never will."
Ok that does it. My new family goal is to graduate High school finish general studies in Metro and then once done HOPEFULLY get accepted to the college i want to go to and then im out, im gone. BUH-Bye father.
UGH! I hate being here. yes ill miss most eveyr one dearly but i want out of this hell hole state! See the world. See the country. Live my life. !!!!
Sigh.
Well thats all for now. Im off to baby-sitt ill try to post something tomarrow... If not then maybe when i get back from the Boyfriends house.
Your Wacky Little Writer,
Star :))
23.11.10
Powerpuff girls Have lost memebers?? And Why am i scared now!?
Irrelevently lately i've been in the mood to draw my own anime versions of The Power Puff Girls and been looking up other peoples versions for ideas of my own. Til i stumbles on one where there were THREE red characters (im also doing the Roudy Rough Boys) THREE blue characters, THREE green characters and , get this, a purple chgaracter... >..>
I mean WTF? Red: Blossom, Brick, and Berserk... Blue: Bubbles, Bloomer, and Brat... Green: Buttercup, Butch, and Brute... and Purple is Bunny. They can't just do that!? Adding four new characters!!!!And i mean the anime version, they can't just add four new characters to a new version and ruin the traditional Power Puff Girls vs. The Roudy Rough Boys. These four are supposevy called the LOST Power Puff Girls... PUH-lees!!!!
I know im getting worked up over this but the PPG were my faveorite super heros of all time! Now... they're ruined but "the lost PPG" :( what has this world come to?
Sigh.
Oh well ima still draw my version of the PPG (excluding the lost ones) and the RRB.
ANYWAY Its almost thanksgiving and im excited though tomarrow (the 24th) im baby sitting for my Sister, who by the way is making herself out to be a complete loon to my bf... Im staying over at her house then shes bringing me back home before 9am... :) That way i can be here whne my bf shows up and then WOOT!!!! :D Im happy, He meets my Fam i meet his... >..> now why is it that ive had confidence for the past 2 weeks now only 2 days away and im scared out of my wits???
sigh. Dammit...
Any way thats all.
Your Wacky Little Writer,
Star :)
I mean WTF? Red: Blossom, Brick, and Berserk... Blue: Bubbles, Bloomer, and Brat... Green: Buttercup, Butch, and Brute... and Purple is Bunny. They can't just do that!? Adding four new characters!!!!And i mean the anime version, they can't just add four new characters to a new version and ruin the traditional Power Puff Girls vs. The Roudy Rough Boys. These four are supposevy called the LOST Power Puff Girls... PUH-lees!!!!
I know im getting worked up over this but the PPG were my faveorite super heros of all time! Now... they're ruined but "the lost PPG" :( what has this world come to?
Sigh.
Oh well ima still draw my version of the PPG (excluding the lost ones) and the RRB.
ANYWAY Its almost thanksgiving and im excited though tomarrow (the 24th) im baby sitting for my Sister, who by the way is making herself out to be a complete loon to my bf... Im staying over at her house then shes bringing me back home before 9am... :) That way i can be here whne my bf shows up and then WOOT!!!! :D Im happy, He meets my Fam i meet his... >..> now why is it that ive had confidence for the past 2 weeks now only 2 days away and im scared out of my wits???
sigh. Dammit...
Any way thats all.
Your Wacky Little Writer,
Star :)
22.11.10
Peircings and This week.
So randomly i decided to ask my dad if i could get my eyebrow peirced and all he had to say (instead of his normal objection) "And when would you want this?" and i had to think about that. Jokeingly i said "Sometime before you start shifts???" He starts that next week on December 1st. Sigh. Oh goody. Goodbye freedom. But any way he gave me the 'No way thats happeneing then' look. and i laughe dit off and said, "How about some time during winter break??? Like were doing for my permit test again?" he sat there for a bit at first iw as thinking i knew he wasnt all for it but then he goes "Sure."
God, as much as i miss my mom. In a way i love that shes gone.. :) I get a lot of things that my mom would have said no to right away and the second she says that my dad agrees. So i miss and love my mom and all but.... I GET TO GET MY EYEBROW PEIRCED! >.> well that really depeneds wheather or not the belly button peircing would be more painful. Which ever is more painful to get it over with and all. You know? Besides i had the rest of sophmor eyear to get my eyebrow peirced then the beginning of my Junior year to get my lip peirced :D
So i have an assignment for my readers (if i have any) should i get (for my lip peircing):
Snake bites:
Spider Bites:
Or normal:
So thats your assignment Please Comment your answers!
Also,
I'm getting new glasses tomarrow after school. Sigh. So much for trying to complete my dishes tomarrow. >.> Oh well theres always next week. i can finish them by Tuesday still on sched. This weeks fucked up due to thanks giving break and all. Yawn. They should have just given us the whole week off instead of making us come to school for two days of the week >..> But oh well.
Thats all for now got to go to bed! Its 11pm here and i have a long day ahead of me tomarrow. NEW GLASSES! *feels nerdy for being excited over new glasses*
>..> I wish my dad would let me get contacts :P
Your Wacky Little Writer,
Star :D
Ps. Still waiting for some new posts ideas so i can meet my goal of having the 100th post before the new year! Much love :D!
God, as much as i miss my mom. In a way i love that shes gone.. :) I get a lot of things that my mom would have said no to right away and the second she says that my dad agrees. So i miss and love my mom and all but.... I GET TO GET MY EYEBROW PEIRCED! >.> well that really depeneds wheather or not the belly button peircing would be more painful. Which ever is more painful to get it over with and all. You know? Besides i had the rest of sophmor eyear to get my eyebrow peirced then the beginning of my Junior year to get my lip peirced :D
So i have an assignment for my readers (if i have any) should i get (for my lip peircing):
Snake bites:
Spider Bites:
Or normal:
So thats your assignment Please Comment your answers!
Also,
I'm getting new glasses tomarrow after school. Sigh. So much for trying to complete my dishes tomarrow. >.> Oh well theres always next week. i can finish them by Tuesday still on sched. This weeks fucked up due to thanks giving break and all. Yawn. They should have just given us the whole week off instead of making us come to school for two days of the week >..> But oh well.
Thats all for now got to go to bed! Its 11pm here and i have a long day ahead of me tomarrow. NEW GLASSES! *feels nerdy for being excited over new glasses*
>..> I wish my dad would let me get contacts :P
Your Wacky Little Writer,
Star :D
Ps. Still waiting for some new posts ideas so i can meet my goal of having the 100th post before the new year! Much love :D!
21.11.10
RANDOMNESS >..>
Haven't we alll done something weird when we're bored???
Like, Laying down on our backs and staring at the fan propeller go round.
Or when we were kids wonder why the D in disney looked like a G. Or when you're too lazy to go get a glass for a friend to take a sip of your pop you pour a mini shot into the cap :)
How about said a word over and Over until it didn't even seem like a word any more??
Well this post is to be like a re-peat post. I'm going to go all out and try and update some posts i've already posted.
If you really knew me:
If you really knew me then you'd knwo i say things i dont mean half the time because i (most the time) liek the out come of what happens.
You'd know i say im ugly half the time because i love to hear people call me pretty or beautiful mainly because i dont get called that a lot.
>..> Thats all i can think about to update hahahaha some update post xD!!
Well thats all
Your Wacky Little Writer,
Star :D
Ps. People need to start giving me ideas if i'm to get to my goal of posting the 100th post before new years day!!! Dx
Like, Laying down on our backs and staring at the fan propeller go round.
Or when we were kids wonder why the D in disney looked like a G. Or when you're too lazy to go get a glass for a friend to take a sip of your pop you pour a mini shot into the cap :)
How about said a word over and Over until it didn't even seem like a word any more??
Well this post is to be like a re-peat post. I'm going to go all out and try and update some posts i've already posted.
If you really knew me:
If you really knew me then you'd knwo i say things i dont mean half the time because i (most the time) liek the out come of what happens.
You'd know i say im ugly half the time because i love to hear people call me pretty or beautiful mainly because i dont get called that a lot.
>..> Thats all i can think about to update hahahaha some update post xD!!
Well thats all
Your Wacky Little Writer,
Star :D
Ps. People need to start giving me ideas if i'm to get to my goal of posting the 100th post before new years day!!! Dx
19.11.10
Caffee, Boyfriend, Pottery, Presents, Frenchy Mood, and ranting. C'est Amusant.
J'ai Café!!! :D
I also have an amzing boyfriend. Hahaha Also known as my mystery man, who will still remain unknown to thy readers. :)
Merci beaucoup ou mon petit ami j'ai tres amusant. :) Thanks very much to my boyfriend i am so funn... Ok hyper mais, but, i don't know the word for that in french.
Je ne suis pas. I don't know. hahaha Je parle en francais une petite. I speak in french a little.
J'aime ma classe de francais. I love my french class.
Hahaha d'accord, ok. Back to the blog.
Ok so as you've read i'm a bit hyper from coffee and im in the mood for french. Im listeing to a french ong i just randomly found on youtube. I do NOT know the name to it. Je ne suis pas le nom. Also did i mention im lookign around for my notebook with my chapters in it? So i can work on the chapter 5 i need to finish so i can start writeing chapter 6-10 then revise 6-10, type 6-10, draw the cover pages to 6-10, and then post both the chapters and cover pages to my website. >...>
This week i have been making christmas presents that possibly wont be finished until a few months after the damn holiday. >..> but its worth it.. next year if i decide to make pottery christmas presents i'll just start the beginning of the year :// Hopefully by next year ill have my licence and my own car so that way i can have a zero hour class. Yes a xero hour class. I need some extra credits so i know some things. i need to take like a whole bunch of graphic art classes, while still managing to be able to take the 2 electives i WANT to take and also take that extra math class so i can go into calc by my SR year. or what ever higher class math class i can take... Im a nerd sue me.
i've realized the two differant versions of honey i use. I use "hon" for who ever im dateing, and im glad to be useing the word for mon petit ami, my boyfriend. And the version "hun" for guy friends. I'm just now realizing it. Mainly because je ne suis pas, i dont know, how many time si said 'hon' to mon petit ami, my boyfriend today and i said 'hun' a few times today too. Though they both seem to sound like they are pronounced the same mais, but, no they arn't. Well not when i say it any how.
Have i mentioned that i've been making christmas presents in pottery? I only really know how to make a few things and im experamenting with how to make a few things. >...> i know how to make tiles and sushi dishes. I'm making 9 tiles. 3 sushi dishes. 3 jewelry boxes. 1 charm and **sigh** a top hat >..> YES A TOP HAT!!!! :D Its for a friend. Well most of all of these are for friends. I have one for my brother, my brother and his fiance, my siter, my nephew, and my dad. 3 are tiles. 1 is a jewelry box, and one is a sushi dish. I'm hopeing at leats they get done before break >..> if not... **sigh** oh well.
Now I'm making it through the night doing no home work :) making the 10 bracelets i need to make for the 10 friends that don't get a pottery present. ://
This is goign to be a long weekend...
Well thats all. C'est finnir. Im finished.
Ill blog another post later.
Vouz Farfelu Petit Auteur,
Etoile ;))
Your Wacky Little Writer,
Star :))
I also have an amzing boyfriend. Hahaha Also known as my mystery man, who will still remain unknown to thy readers. :)
Merci beaucoup ou mon petit ami j'ai tres amusant. :) Thanks very much to my boyfriend i am so funn... Ok hyper mais, but, i don't know the word for that in french.
Je ne suis pas. I don't know. hahaha Je parle en francais une petite. I speak in french a little.
J'aime ma classe de francais. I love my french class.
Hahaha d'accord, ok. Back to the blog.
Ok so as you've read i'm a bit hyper from coffee and im in the mood for french. Im listeing to a french ong i just randomly found on youtube. I do NOT know the name to it. Je ne suis pas le nom. Also did i mention im lookign around for my notebook with my chapters in it? So i can work on the chapter 5 i need to finish so i can start writeing chapter 6-10 then revise 6-10, type 6-10, draw the cover pages to 6-10, and then post both the chapters and cover pages to my website. >...>
This week i have been making christmas presents that possibly wont be finished until a few months after the damn holiday. >..> but its worth it.. next year if i decide to make pottery christmas presents i'll just start the beginning of the year :// Hopefully by next year ill have my licence and my own car so that way i can have a zero hour class. Yes a xero hour class. I need some extra credits so i know some things. i need to take like a whole bunch of graphic art classes, while still managing to be able to take the 2 electives i WANT to take and also take that extra math class so i can go into calc by my SR year. or what ever higher class math class i can take... Im a nerd sue me.
i've realized the two differant versions of honey i use. I use "hon" for who ever im dateing, and im glad to be useing the word for mon petit ami, my boyfriend. And the version "hun" for guy friends. I'm just now realizing it. Mainly because je ne suis pas, i dont know, how many time si said 'hon' to mon petit ami, my boyfriend today and i said 'hun' a few times today too. Though they both seem to sound like they are pronounced the same mais, but, no they arn't. Well not when i say it any how.
Have i mentioned that i've been making christmas presents in pottery? I only really know how to make a few things and im experamenting with how to make a few things. >...> i know how to make tiles and sushi dishes. I'm making 9 tiles. 3 sushi dishes. 3 jewelry boxes. 1 charm and **sigh** a top hat >..> YES A TOP HAT!!!! :D Its for a friend. Well most of all of these are for friends. I have one for my brother, my brother and his fiance, my siter, my nephew, and my dad. 3 are tiles. 1 is a jewelry box, and one is a sushi dish. I'm hopeing at leats they get done before break >..> if not... **sigh** oh well.
Now I'm making it through the night doing no home work :) making the 10 bracelets i need to make for the 10 friends that don't get a pottery present. ://
This is goign to be a long weekend...
Well thats all. C'est finnir. Im finished.
Ill blog another post later.
Vouz Farfelu Petit Auteur,
Etoile ;))
Your Wacky Little Writer,
Star :))
11.11.10
51st post!!!! ((and a rant of my bf =//))
51st post!!!!! :D
Now my new goal is to reach 100 post BY new years Eve.... c'mon people help me with blog ideas for the 100th Post to be ON new years eve. Hell if i have to I'll write the post while im with my boyfriend. ((if me and him are hanging out that night))
Speaking of my boyfriend. SO i hate my bf's friends. And most of all i think i cause him so much trouble in his life since we started dateing;
1, He never gets any home work done... >..> I bet he never did but i mean lie he procrastinates even mor enow i bet
2, He never gets much sleep any more >...<'''
3, I think his friends just ultimately hate me....
I get it 2 years differance big no no for some people, but WHAT. THE. F***!!!??? So what???
Yes hes 17. YES im 15. Yes ill be 16 when he becomes a legal adult... -_-'' SO WHAT!??
Its better us be 2 years apart then 3 or 4 years apart right?
It'd still be technically legal any way. So its not like hes gonna become a cradle robber over night... >...<
Anyway... i hate his friends. i love mine. They are so accepting of our relationship. Even some of ME senior friends are accepting of it... xDD
but yet all of HIS senior friends dissapproves of it.. =//
I'd like to know for real why is it so bad that me and him are dateing.???
*sigh*
What ever. i dont care. As long as he doesnt care what his friends are saying and stays with me then im all right. :))
Now my new goal is to reach 100 post BY new years Eve.... c'mon people help me with blog ideas for the 100th Post to be ON new years eve. Hell if i have to I'll write the post while im with my boyfriend. ((if me and him are hanging out that night))
Speaking of my boyfriend. SO i hate my bf's friends. And most of all i think i cause him so much trouble in his life since we started dateing;
1, He never gets any home work done... >..> I bet he never did but i mean lie he procrastinates even mor enow i bet
2, He never gets much sleep any more >...<'''
3, I think his friends just ultimately hate me....
I get it 2 years differance big no no for some people, but WHAT. THE. F***!!!??? So what???
Yes hes 17. YES im 15. Yes ill be 16 when he becomes a legal adult... -_-'' SO WHAT!??
Its better us be 2 years apart then 3 or 4 years apart right?
It'd still be technically legal any way. So its not like hes gonna become a cradle robber over night... >...<
Anyway... i hate his friends. i love mine. They are so accepting of our relationship. Even some of ME senior friends are accepting of it... xDD
but yet all of HIS senior friends dissapproves of it.. =//
I'd like to know for real why is it so bad that me and him are dateing.???
*sigh*
What ever. i dont care. As long as he doesnt care what his friends are saying and stays with me then im all right. :))
8.11.10
Demented Twisted Mind
Have you ever sat there in a seemingly harmless situation and something out of place and dark and visious... Hahaha or i mean something that looks like it will cause something vicsious or unsettleing?
I always do.
Today on the bus ride home from school. Some how one of the emergency windows opened. And i didnt knwo this until i saw the driver close it. I was lsitening to my MP3 player and all i heard was the faint talk of my driver saying something and then i heard a peer to say "I dont want to die" and instantly i imagined the bus driver telling us that the brakes didnt work and we were going about 40mph. Then we'd be driving for a while until we run out of gas and until the bus crashed. i kept replayign over an dover the many ways the bus would crash.
I findmyself with many disturbing and demented thioughts... I like grusome things. But i think our mind is the most gory and imaginative demented and detailed movie there is. And mine just tends to wonder on its own.
Everyday i arrive at school and go through school wondering if there will be an shooting or a terrorist attack or a bombing threat. Anything. Not just becaus ei want to be out of school but because i live my life for somethign bad to happen. i do dangerous things so i can come out with a broken bone or a gushing gap in my skin
I thkn dementedly and stupidly but i am smart. I know when and how not to do things. i sometimes even avoid the msot fun and risky things because i do get scared.
Well tis all for now my readers,
Your Wacky Little Writer,
Star :)
I always do.
Today on the bus ride home from school. Some how one of the emergency windows opened. And i didnt knwo this until i saw the driver close it. I was lsitening to my MP3 player and all i heard was the faint talk of my driver saying something and then i heard a peer to say "I dont want to die" and instantly i imagined the bus driver telling us that the brakes didnt work and we were going about 40mph. Then we'd be driving for a while until we run out of gas and until the bus crashed. i kept replayign over an dover the many ways the bus would crash.
I findmyself with many disturbing and demented thioughts... I like grusome things. But i think our mind is the most gory and imaginative demented and detailed movie there is. And mine just tends to wonder on its own.
Everyday i arrive at school and go through school wondering if there will be an shooting or a terrorist attack or a bombing threat. Anything. Not just becaus ei want to be out of school but because i live my life for somethign bad to happen. i do dangerous things so i can come out with a broken bone or a gushing gap in my skin
I thkn dementedly and stupidly but i am smart. I know when and how not to do things. i sometimes even avoid the msot fun and risky things because i do get scared.
Well tis all for now my readers,
Your Wacky Little Writer,
Star :)
4.11.10
Mystery man and Terms
So, Most of my friends by now KNOW who my Mystery Man is... And I havn't Exactly said a lot to many people.
Tashi knows cause shes like my best friend, and she asked when I made her and AD walk over to him with me wensday morning.
AD knows because well he was still with me and Tashi when she had asked me.
Llani knows because I was giddy in Child Dev. and had asked.
Shannon knows because she over heard in Child dev.
Anyone else who knows wasn't my fault >..> Alyssa told.
My Mystery Man is still unknown to my readers :) Thank you very much... hahaha Sorry but im not about to let any one who reads this go onto my FB and interrogate him.
So heres the story;
Me and him arn't dateing. Well not officially yet. We had agreed to make our own terms for each other, like expectations, hahaha... Weird I know. We cannot tell one another about what the terms are until we are both finished. (THAT was his idea, sadly I think his will be more realistic than mine... because I dont know what his are exactly. :/ The only one that I am aware of is the flirting situation I have. Though for him im willing to stop any natural bad habits I have. If i can. >.>
My terms are so dumb though. They're the things that every boyfriends should ALREADY do. So I highly doubt im making him sign into much, but the already expected.
ANYHOW yesterday was SUPOSSED to be the deadline, umm, well :/ I was writeing the damn terms but had to stop a lot because I was writieng them in school during class. >..> So i only got sections 1 and 2 finishe di still need to write section 3. THEN i'll be done.
Ok So other than writeing terms Me and my Mystery Man are some what a thing. I'll admitt though still being single while knowing I might have a bf soon is killing me.
**sigh** the bad part is we, me and MM, kinda hurt this one girl. Alyssa. She uh... She was having me try and get him to go out with her, i already knew my MM but i only talked to him once which was last year and the one time i ever saw him at MAD club.
SO i had to talk to him more so it wont be socially awkward when i tried ot talk to him about it. But the mor ei talked to him the more i started ot liek him. THe mor ei started ot liek him the mor ei hated the fact i was helping Alyssa to get him.
So in a way it's not liek i completely MEANT to do it. >.> Yeah ill admitt when i realized who he was when she gave me his profile link on FB i was like, "I know who he is!!!" and then to myself i was like, "And, Still is cute assss ever!!!!!!!!"
I didnt realiz ei liked him a lot until i talked to him and became addicted to hopeing he was online eveyr time i got on.
We exchanged numbers then we started talking when i was at an ROTC thing. I kinda managed to talk him into coming to a HALLOWEEN party with me later that day. :)
LONG STORY SHORT >.> Me and my MM are going to go out but we need terms written. IN WHICH i hope they get signed by Friday or by Monday.
Well thats it.
Your Wacky Littel Writer,
Star :)
Tashi knows cause shes like my best friend, and she asked when I made her and AD walk over to him with me wensday morning.
AD knows because well he was still with me and Tashi when she had asked me.
Llani knows because I was giddy in Child Dev. and had asked.
Shannon knows because she over heard in Child dev.
Anyone else who knows wasn't my fault >..> Alyssa told.
My Mystery Man is still unknown to my readers :) Thank you very much... hahaha Sorry but im not about to let any one who reads this go onto my FB and interrogate him.
So heres the story;
Me and him arn't dateing. Well not officially yet. We had agreed to make our own terms for each other, like expectations, hahaha... Weird I know. We cannot tell one another about what the terms are until we are both finished. (THAT was his idea, sadly I think his will be more realistic than mine... because I dont know what his are exactly. :/ The only one that I am aware of is the flirting situation I have. Though for him im willing to stop any natural bad habits I have. If i can. >.>
My terms are so dumb though. They're the things that every boyfriends should ALREADY do. So I highly doubt im making him sign into much, but the already expected.
ANYHOW yesterday was SUPOSSED to be the deadline, umm, well :/ I was writeing the damn terms but had to stop a lot because I was writieng them in school during class. >..> So i only got sections 1 and 2 finishe di still need to write section 3. THEN i'll be done.
Ok So other than writeing terms Me and my Mystery Man are some what a thing. I'll admitt though still being single while knowing I might have a bf soon is killing me.
**sigh** the bad part is we, me and MM, kinda hurt this one girl. Alyssa. She uh... She was having me try and get him to go out with her, i already knew my MM but i only talked to him once which was last year and the one time i ever saw him at MAD club.
SO i had to talk to him more so it wont be socially awkward when i tried ot talk to him about it. But the mor ei talked to him the more i started ot liek him. THe mor ei started ot liek him the mor ei hated the fact i was helping Alyssa to get him.
So in a way it's not liek i completely MEANT to do it. >.> Yeah ill admitt when i realized who he was when she gave me his profile link on FB i was like, "I know who he is!!!" and then to myself i was like, "And, Still is cute assss ever!!!!!!!!"
I didnt realiz ei liked him a lot until i talked to him and became addicted to hopeing he was online eveyr time i got on.
We exchanged numbers then we started talking when i was at an ROTC thing. I kinda managed to talk him into coming to a HALLOWEEN party with me later that day. :)
LONG STORY SHORT >.> Me and my MM are going to go out but we need terms written. IN WHICH i hope they get signed by Friday or by Monday.
Well thats it.
Your Wacky Littel Writer,
Star :)
2.11.10
Things Star Needs ^_^;;
Ok so, little miss Star needs a few things.
1. This chicka needs MONEY >...< i mean DESPERATELY needs it
2. This Fille needs a NEW PHONE, mine is broken and shockingly still running >..>
3. I want a NEW CAMERA, i cry almost every time i look at the camera my dad said i could have.... Its was my moms. Screen cracked... **sigh**
4. I need a JOB you know.... to get MONEY to afford a new phone and cam.
5. I..... Neeed.... New..... Glasses!!!!!! >..> Mine are broken.
Hahahahahahahaha Thats about it sorry xD Random ness off topics xD
I has Hottt CHocolate and ice creeeem which is bad combo at 1am on a monday night xD
Your Wacky Little writer,
Star :)
1. This chicka needs MONEY >...< i mean DESPERATELY needs it
2. This Fille needs a NEW PHONE, mine is broken and shockingly still running >..>
3. I want a NEW CAMERA, i cry almost every time i look at the camera my dad said i could have.... Its was my moms. Screen cracked... **sigh**
4. I need a JOB you know.... to get MONEY to afford a new phone and cam.
5. I..... Neeed.... New..... Glasses!!!!!! >..> Mine are broken.
Hahahahahahahaha Thats about it sorry xD Random ness off topics xD
I has Hottt CHocolate and ice creeeem which is bad combo at 1am on a monday night xD
Your Wacky Little writer,
Star :)
1.11.10
November A month to remember! AND SALAD FINGERRS!
Ok for starters, I can only announce that I have an "Mystery Man" If y'all shall want to call him that hahaha.
The most I can say is he's insanely cute and he just might have stolen my heart >..> Yeah cheesy I know, but iut might be true. Though, NO I AM not saying I am IN Love already. >..> Oh and he goes to my school.
I'm sorry but t'is all I can tell you xD
Ok next. Paranormal Activity 2!!!! Lets see if this movie makes me scream too O.o DUDE I AM ALREADY FRIGGIN' SCARED!!!!! Hehehehe it's cuddle buddy time ;)
Terms. Terms of a relationship.... Hahahahahaha I have to stop flirting O.o Does any one have any rubber bands????? >...> Ima do one of those snap therapy things liek they do for cutters. Where every time they have an erge to cut they snap the rubber band. Well eveyr time i catch myself flirting ima snap the rubber band sooner or later I'll stop xD O.O hopefully sooner RATHER than later.
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Ok Has ANY ONE ever heard of Salad Fingers?
hehehehehehe "Whats wrong Mr. Fingers? Do you not like my mouth wooords???!"
"EHE!!! Hubert Cummerdale You taste like soot and poo... **tear**"
"I-I think I shall c-call you M-Milfred Cubicle."
"I like it when the red water comes."
"I like it when the red water comes, makes me think of happier times."
"K-kenneth? Is that you? Come to see your o-older brothar? Brave K-kenneth back from the great war."
xDDDDD I love! Salad! Fingers!
Its a very disturbing, demented, and creative Video on Youtube i HAVE ever SEEEEN!!!! :D
Thats all for tonight. I need to stop procrastinatiing my chem, algebra, and French homework!!!! xDD
Your Wacky Little Writer,
Star
The most I can say is he's insanely cute and he just might have stolen my heart >..> Yeah cheesy I know, but iut might be true. Though, NO I AM not saying I am IN Love already. >..> Oh and he goes to my school.
I'm sorry but t'is all I can tell you xD
Ok next. Paranormal Activity 2!!!! Lets see if this movie makes me scream too O.o DUDE I AM ALREADY FRIGGIN' SCARED!!!!! Hehehehe it's cuddle buddy time ;)
Terms. Terms of a relationship.... Hahahahahaha I have to stop flirting O.o Does any one have any rubber bands????? >...> Ima do one of those snap therapy things liek they do for cutters. Where every time they have an erge to cut they snap the rubber band. Well eveyr time i catch myself flirting ima snap the rubber band sooner or later I'll stop xD O.O hopefully sooner RATHER than later.
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Ok Has ANY ONE ever heard of Salad Fingers?
hehehehehehe "Whats wrong Mr. Fingers? Do you not like my mouth wooords???!"
"EHE!!! Hubert Cummerdale You taste like soot and poo... **tear**"
"I-I think I shall c-call you M-Milfred Cubicle."
"I like it when the red water comes."
"I like it when the red water comes, makes me think of happier times."
"K-kenneth? Is that you? Come to see your o-older brothar? Brave K-kenneth back from the great war."
xDDDDD I love! Salad! Fingers!
Its a very disturbing, demented, and creative Video on Youtube i HAVE ever SEEEEN!!!! :D
Thats all for tonight. I need to stop procrastinatiing my chem, algebra, and French homework!!!! xDD
Your Wacky Little Writer,
Star
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