Coco Keys Water Resort :)

I will have picture sin this post!!

My mom, Job, and Car

(Friday June 24th 2011)
So I watched a couple episodes of "Gilmore Girls" today, my first day off, and I almost started crying. ;/ cause it reminded me of my mom. Me and her would always watch that show it was like our little bonding show :)

pets

See my first pet was a cat "peaches" he died then we got another cat "mr. Professer" idk why we named them those names but we did. Then we got our first puppy "mr wiggles" he loved to wiggle a lot when you tried holding him so that's why we named him that. He ate everything! But it was like "marley and me" before the darn movie even came out. And "mr. Wiggles" was still a puppy when we had to put him to sleep. See my uncle screwed up his mind so he kinda would bite anyone who came too close to him and you akways had to talk. Slowwww. And. Calmly. Other wise he would bite you before you could touch him.

2 jobs 7days a week.

Once i figure out the Scheduling at Coco Keys I am going to be Calling up the manager at Midtown Cinema and hopefully she still has a position open for me, then i can work 4 or five days then what ever days i don't work there ill work at the cinema.

YES ILL BE WORKING 7 DAYS A WEEK!

So... yeah... car here i come...


So now THIS is officially my shortest post

**STAR**

4 am... bored.

It is four am here and i am WIDE awake...
I'm talking to my friend Trey. Playing 20Q with him.
Its kinda fun. I'm learning a lot of new things about him.
Though i can't tell you readers here.
Personal things you know?

The Last Tribute....

Okay, so I've decided instead of trying to get him back as my boyfriend i'm going to to focus on getting him back as my friend more. You know; talking more, trying to hang out with groups of friend. Friend things. Then maybe, just maybe ill get him back as my boyfriend. Or maybe even more.. :)
So i'm making this post, the LAST love tribute to him. Don't get me wrong i might have those small moments where i rather just jump to having him back as boyfriend. But this is a goal. Friend first. Then maybe ill get him back as something more. That is if he hasn't moved on yet... If he does then i wouldn't blame him, i still don't think any one could every love me and stay in love with me. BUT ANYWAY... My last love tribute....

I feel like he's erasing me from his life.

He won't reply to my texts.
He deletes my posts on his FB wall.
I bet he'd ignore my calls if i called him.

The one thing i'm glad he hasn't done is deleted me from his friends list.

I'm going insane!

Lost and Writing

I feel like I've lost every thing. Well everything I need to survive in my life.
First i lose my mom a year and a half ago. Then, the one guy that ill ever truly love gives up on making it possible with me. I feel like if i even try to reach out towards him again he'll act like i'm this girl Alyssa... And he absolutely hates Alyssa...

Interveiw Monday, Sister lost power at the apartment... I might be living in a 1 bedroom apartment for the next 2 1/2 months.

SO first things first.
I got a call today :)
A very very important call that ive been waiting for a LONG freaking time!
ok a few days but hey thats pretty long for me.

1 year of blogs! (I'm a couple months late i know)

Ok, so I'm a couple months late on this but my first blog post i ever made was on April 13th 2010.
TODAY however isn't April 13th 2011. Today is June 2nd 2011.
I'm late on this post i know, but i would just like to thank all of my reader"s"
Even though i know no one really reads these I'm thanking every one of my friends. Haha
If it wasn't for them making me mad, happy, depressed, sad, confused, mixed moods, etc. I wouldn't have my blogs today.
Id like to thank all of my friends who were there for me when i needed them this past year when it came to about my mom.

Jobs shouldn't be this hard to find when 16!

i wish it wasn't so hard for a 16 y/o to get a damn job!

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Stupid adults taking our jobs!

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Stupid economy for making the adults have to resort to take our jobs!

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Stupid government for making the economy so frikken bad!

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