06/20/11
I can't help but to look at his profile on facebook.
When I do I see his pictures. So I browse...
Then, I can't help when I see them that I look at him and study how he looks.
Then I look in the mirror or at my own pictures...
Then I wonder... "What does he see in me?" (or what DID he see in me)
And I know it's bad for me to say that... but I honestly don't think he saw anything, looks wise in me..
Had to be personality right? Or... idk...
Wish I could ask him myself... but I'm too scared to because in a way I rather not find out.
And I don't wanna ask in present tense and him say "I don't like you anymore"
I feel like I'm going down a road that'll get me stuck in quick sand and each time I get pulled out ill get stuck again. Idk maybe I'm making things complicated by always talking about it??
So I'm changing the subject now.
I have enough in the bank for a car now :) I can't buy until I have my licence.
I'm trying for my licence next week on the 26th. Can't wait!!! :D
I know I'm going to pass :)
