Seniors and Juniors and High School OH MY!?

SO as most of the people who read this and are my friends from Burke (my/our high school) May 12th was Seniors last day... It was roomy after they left for the LAST week of school.. :/
I hated when seniors left. I have so many friends who are older than mee... But no the real thing that made me a tid bit more sad than all my senior friends leaving this year and me and them prolly never talking to each other except that random time over facebook when we're both bored. Is that, the boy that everyone seems to think i'm OBSESSED with, but i'm not... i'm in love with him instead, he is a senior as well... He'll be busy with college life, and a job... And i'm already used to the "i'm to busy to hang out with you right now maybe some other time" routine with him but this will be a BIGGER thing now it'll be like "I'm too busy being out of high school to care to hang out with you maybe never later." Dx

Dad's Throwing a Fit.

My dad, the douche bag from hell, is throwing a fit.

I came home from going to the store with the girl I started baby sitting for. She bought me cheese cake. "SHE BOUGHT ME CHEESE CAKE!" smiles "And im going out and baby sitting again for her round 1 to-marrow" i say to my dad. "Oh cool." he says as i walk by "Will there be any time for you to do the dishes?" i chuckled and said, "Thats not my job any more dad, YOU took it over." then, with out my knowledge, its every ones job to do the dishes. "I do the dishes i use, dad." I tell him. and he decides to say, "Then don't expect to eat in this house any more." so i just walked away and said (Sarcastically), "Whatever dad. Starve me then."

I came up to my room... I saw the empty ice cream bucket and took it down and washed it out. My dad came in a grabbed a fork for my cheese cake and left and he threw a fit. All just because i didn't say anything to him...

He started saying stuff about $250 and BLAH BLAH BLAH!

This is my plan of the summer:
1. Get a Job.
2. Get my licence
3. Get a used car.
4. Get a mini fridge.
5. MOVE OUT OF THIS FUCKING HOUSE AS SOON AS FUCKING POSSIBLE!!! (even if I'm still in school..)

>:| Starve me if you like father, i don't eat a lot as it is. I can go weeks with out eating. I Eat when i baby sit any way... You know what... F*** YOU DAD i don't give a damn any more...


So readers I'm done ranting.

**Star**


Ps. I cant wait to leave this house, oh "loving" father of mine. See how well you get by when my SSI for you stops coming in :)

REALLY? Really!? What... The... F***!

You know wats on my mind Readers?
My mind is on him.
And only him.
Wanna know why?
Cause he decided to txt me after i took my 3rd hr finals. says "We need to talk." im freakin out.
So i sent hims three individual texts, uhm? Why? About what?
Finially he replies... "Idk ill talk to you later..."
my heart is pounding becaus eim still freaking out "You cant do that to me!" i reply.
about 20 minutes later when im in classes that i cant text in he says, "Its important, but i wanna tell you in person."
Ok, when in person?
*no reply*
two hours later, i try talking to him like normal. No reply.
two more hours later, try again asking hows his game.. No reply
three hours later, asking if hes at work or if hes working... STILL NO EFFING REPLY.

Ok i get it something important to tell me, in a serious tone, Probably scare dhow ill react... but do you HAVE TO EFFING ignore me all EFFING day?
I mean this is the second day, SECOND fucking DAY that youve just comepletely ignored me all day.
If youre busy OR dont want to talk to me THEN YOU COULD AT least save me the damn worry and tell me...
But what ever,
You. Can text me. When. YOU. Want to talk to me.


--- Signed a severely Pisse doff Girlfriend. ---



PS. If you do read this, jerk, >:/

I love you. Just cause i'm angry doesn't mean i don't. So... >:/


PPS. Until we talk i will keep thinking you want to break up with me...

PPPS. I love you, again...



PPPPS. Jerk... Frikken reply to my texts.